
I must say that it’s difficult to find toxic stories where both characters are equally toxic, bad, perpetrators and victims all at the same time.
They matched each other in the most insane ways. Even in their zero emotional intelligence. I’ve never read a story where the characters had no self awareness at all of their own feelings or stretched the miscommunication on purpose. It was a well rounded story where you can see what not having emotional intelligence, lack of self awareness and honesty can do to two people who actually love each other deeply from the very beginning. They’re gonna have to work around their mistrust their whole relationship because that’s the consequences of their actions. But at least they’re both aware of it and they’re both willing to work on it together.

That’s what I loved about this story! And imo it’s easy to find in a field like the ones expressed like showbizz or with someone having lots of money/beauty/etc. I love that it showed how they were toxic bc of how that line of business is (others can also be used too) but it can happen so it’s not unreasonable or unrealistic. It did show morals to them for not wanting to be the type to want to sell their bodies (besides hiding their love). Which is not something we see. I feel like this POV was the rich guy POV of the BLs troupe (the one we never “see” bc the MC is the sappy weak bottom who goes for the rich strong top troupe) so this was fun. I also feel like the author was like what’s a typical BL —yeah I’m doing the opposite for everything but in the best way!

At least I won’t have to put up with those annoying notes anymore.
The translator spent the who story trying to advocate and arrogantly pretending they’re a better writer than the author. You gotta have some nerve to be plugging your fanfic in every single chapter of this story. The nerve to think you are a better writer than the original? Writing a story with 79 parts and still incapable to wrap it up?
Writing wholesome things and extra long stories doesn’t make you a good writer.
Every single person bashing this story for being toxic didn’t understand a single thing. This story was never about making amends, or character development. But y’all were so deep in your victim mentality that you didn’t have any maturity or brains to understand the underlying messages of the story.
Well, I’m glad the author is coming out with another story where it seems the bottom is the abusive one. More to enjoy. I hope the infant readers leave the writer alone though.

I’m all for dark stories like these, and I’m also looking forward to the new coming out, but it gets to a point ykwim
I don’t find any underlying messages other than the author wanted to indulge their sadistic fantasies, and good for them! I don’t have a problem with that. But I think it’s incorrect to claim that this story has underlying messages deeper when it’s straight up rape. That’s just my opinion
I also agree the fanfic plug was annoying af lmao

I’m all for development and protecting the victim. But my dude right here is just stupid. Like I need to hold him accountable bc ain’t no way a victim is this stupid. No. This is just bad writing. I picked up this story again hoping for some development and 30 chapters later NOTHING has changed. I cannot. Dropping it again lmaoo

You know? I started this loving the arrogant and stoic demeanor of MC. But now that we’re here, seeing him losing himself and lose his entire personality just because he fell in love with the top is kinda disappointing. It’s not even character development. The author is deconstructing and ruining a character that had so much potential to be a power bottom. He got reduced to a cock loving bottom. And that’s kinda disappointing.
The top continues on his obsession. He doesn’t yield, so at least it’s still interesting to see how far and twisted his personality will get.
On the other hand, the author introduced the supposed “love rival” for what? To shut him out the next chapter because dude is in love with the older brother? What was the point on introducing a new character so far in the story? Just to say “he was my first love” okay but just for that?
I hope that once MC severs the connection with the top, the new guy gets reconnected to the MC and then we get to see the real angst “mc actually feeling things for gang boss first love who happens to also start feeling things for him even though he was previously in love with the older brother” otherwise the intro to that guy was absolutely pointless to the story.
Super disappointed with how the author destroyed the bottom’s stoic and curt personality to reduce him to that.

Lmaooooo it’s so funny to see western fans go all “this was horrible I don’t know how to feel about this. Rape and all! Ew no I can’t”
And then the author writes how his Korean fans actually loved it lmaooooo
The difference in mindset to enjoy this type of fiction is huge between western and eastern fans. I love to see western people are flustered and attacked by these type of works lmaoooo
I had to touch some grass because ain’t no way this plot is this stupid.
And I’m sorry but what do you mean you need training for driving if you already have your driver’s license? My brother in Christ how are you so stupid? You’re gonna be a driver. Just drive.
As much of an asshole the top is, I’m seriously wondering what he sees in the bottom to be this obsessed because the bottom is pure stupidity. He has no redeeming qualities. This whole thing is embarrassing at best. I cannot continue to read this even if you pay me to. I’m done.
Some people get their license and then don’t drive. Hence why he needs a refresher or something of the sort. He doesn’t seem like the type to own a car tbh.
Hahah I’m guilty of this too tho. I got my drivers license back in 2019, only drove for about 3 months, realized driving is too much stress and never touched the driving wheel since then. I guess I too, don’t have any redeeming quality…
But i get what you’re saying tho, bottom kinda lacks some personality.
He was asked for a driver’s license. It doesn’t take a genius to know they WILL ask you to drive. But he went along with it anyway.
My point is not that you’re incapable to drive even after getting your license (hard to understand for me because driving is like riding a bike. But I guess some people are more prone to be nervous and clumsy when developing certain physical/mechanical tasks), but that he’s blaming the assistant for his own lack of critical thinking. So, yes, he stupid for that, not for being incapable of driving.
You took it way too personal. I guess, subconsciously, it does bother you that people might think you’re not that smart if you cannot drive after getting your license.
It's not that deep dude.... why are you getting your panties in a bunch from something so insignificant. He has a drivers license but he hasn't driven in ages so if course he'd be uncomfortable and afraid of crashing a car? Dropping a series because of that lmao. Good riddance.