
At the end of the day, suicide isn't something loving someone can solve (maybe for some yes tho!) but more about learning to love themselves or love life in general, so the whole "I can't live for u, but I do wanna live longer than I organically planned and I was spend wtv time I have with u" is soo cute [and more realistic in my opinion]

That had better been a dream, COZ WHAT?!?!
I wanted crazy x crazy / obsessed x obsessed not sane x none-consensual yandereヽ(`Д´)ノ

U can go here to read more (and it's based on the light novel I think): https://www.novelupdatesforum.com/threads/the-bondservant-%EC%A7%91%EC%B0%A9%EC%9D%80-%EB%8B%A4%EC%A0%95%ED%95%98%EA%B3%A0-%EC%A7%91%EC%9A%94%ED%95%98%EA%B2%8C.172524/page-5
Basically:
●Brother makes FL write a letter saying she hates ML or something
●brother fakes MLs death and shows FL
●ML becomes Duke again (he was unconscious then shipped back to his country and ended up Duke again)
●FL adopts her nephew (girlie died during birth)
●FL is forced to be with rich dude but escapes to diff country (where ML is)
●ML and FL bump into each other
●FL doesn't believe ML is ML (coz he "dead") and lies and says that the nephew is her son
●ML (who is on drugs and an alcoholic now) goes crazy coz he's like "u left me for his money" (it's what the letter said too)
●FL realizes he's actually the ML and tries to explain everything
●ML is like "NAH, I don't wanna hear it, just know ure mine"
●other details that show the misunderstanding was coz of the brother and the ML's step mom and stuff (I whole other thing)
●and yea, they patch things up and life happily ever after
Honestly, they both kinda dumb with their misunderstandings, but ig I KINDA get it with the situations they were in, but likeeee why trust the brother/step mom over each over (● ̄(エ) ̄●)
Anywayyyyy, JUST SHOW THE DIVORCE PAPERS ALREADY!!!!!! Love this writing, like u can see/guess what's gonna happen but there's always gaps, then BAM they hit u with important info that makes the lore go even deeper, the amount of advance planning needed to write this or the ability to be able to add on as they go is remarkable!!!!!! <3
My theory I need to rant about:
Obvi the grandma faked the whole thing-->
ML felt betrayed by FL -->
He sighed (he promised before leaving to war he would if she wanted) and forgot everything-->
THEIR MARRIAGE = TOXIC
SOOOO:
He has to recover his memories before they completely resolve the misunderstanding, so the divorce paper will likely either be shown as a missing piece on his recovery journey ORRR what FINALLY pushes him to hypnosis (where were 2nd ML is hiding ╥﹏╥)