I like how it's also realistic, especially towards the end
Ex: she didn't become a Jpop idol haha [tho maybe she could if she tried!!]
It was eh, then I read more spoilers and it was WOW
At 1st I thought it was a bunch of cliche problems tied together, but after everything starts clicking more, it turns out it wasn't clichés (ex the ogFL is actually a nice person, that was a nice touch haha)
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If u look up the title + spoilers, light novel updates should have a thread on it that goes more into detail, but from what I remember:
MC transmitted when she was born but doesn't remember this until her 2nd life/time turn?? [she only remembers her pervious life recently and completely forgot that she was born and raised "in the book" (don't remember if it's actually a book or if she thinks it's a book after going back in time???)]
The "pope" person/ppl is the bad guy (ig not a shocker there haha) in that world, ppl who have transmitted from a different world (whether they remember their past life or not) have saint powers, BUT if they are not someone the church can control, they get assassinated, in this case, because the MC was a duchess they thought "she's too powerful politically, she must be killed"
When they were kids, the ML was blind and would be sent to a far away farm(?) Where the MC lived, there the MC healed the ML and they fell in love (or the love started there or wtv)
Long story short, the MC got pregnant but when the ML was testing magical portals it affected the MC coz she has saint powers (no one knew that would happen tho) so she lost the baby, THE THING IS the MC tends to forget things for various reasons (depression, the "medicine" she would received that came from the church, etc) SOOOO when the ML noticed she would lose her memories he would keep giving her the "medicine" coz he thought maybe forgetting all the bad stuff would make the depression go away (also bonus maybe shell forget that he accidentally killed their unborn child), soooo she forgot she was even pregnant, she also thinks the ML started distancing himself from her but really it was her lose of memories, and the furniture had black mist which was making her depression worse but the hubby didn't know this and that eventually killed her and he went crazy afterwards
As for "the ogFL" the ML and her are only friends coz the ML was trying to find ways to help with the MC depression. The reason the ogFL looked at her weird was coz she saw black mist around her (just the crown prince) and she was currently trying to figure out what the black mist was [only ppl with saint powers can see it but since the MC was too sick/forgot(?) she couldn't see it well or thought it was her imagination] she actually cares about the MC but she's just naive about the church
when fl died (as she remembered from the book) and ml went after the saintess, was he just trying to make himself better? like pretending the saintess was her dead wife?
Idk tbh, I didn't see anything about that one the spoilers (or maybe I forgot) but that's what I'm assuming, coz he gave the saintess the cloak that MC always uses [plus they both have saint powers so maybe he was like "eh, close enough" in his crazy state]
Okay that actually sounds so fricken good. I was debating reading and you’ve convinced me it’s worth it.
Even when it's expressive, it looks avoid of emotions
Maybe it's the eyes, but man's looks like a creepy doll
I'm getting to that point in yaoi where I don't even feel sorry for who some of these ukes end up with, like broski killed ukes mom and he's still thinking about him, he did that to himself
Spoiler :
It wasnt the emperor who killed the mc's mother
Lolol I did get those vibes, I was honestly really scared it was the brother/2nd ML (plz don't tell me if it was haha), but the fact that the uke is falling for the guy he is certain killed his mom is still crazy
(Ps, I think it's sooo cool u read the light novel, I always try to be my commitment issues get in the way, very impressive (≧∀≦) )
I mean I don’t think you should they don’t in fact they love it there
You are soo sweet but no i didnt read the novel , i also read spoilers in the comments ╮(￣▽￣)╭
Hahaha u right, who am I pity them when they are living their best life
LOLOLOL I do that too sometimes, sometimes u just gotta know
They Have the hearts of saints and forgiveness of god like it comes to a point lmao
Anywayyyyy, JUST SHOW THE DIVORCE PAPERS ALREADY!!!!!! Love this writing, like u can see/guess what's gonna happen but there's always gaps, then BAM they hit u with important info that makes the lore go even deeper, the amount of advance planning needed to write this or the ability to be able to add on as they go is remarkable!!!!!! <3
My theory I need to rant about:
Obvi the grandma faked the whole thing-->
ML felt betrayed by FL -->
He sighed (he promised before leaving to war he would if she wanted) and forgot everything-->
THEIR MARRIAGE = TOXIC
SOOOO:
He has to recover his memories before they completely resolve the misunderstanding, so the divorce paper will likely either be shown as a missing piece on his recovery journey ORRR what FINALLY pushes him to hypnosis (where were 2nd ML is hiding ╥﹏╥)
But where the MC would chooses the 2nd ML
Back to school
Oooo, I've seen that on featured before, maybe I'll actually check it out now haha, thnk u!!!!
You’re welcome! ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ﾉ~
I thought she was a girls girl, but the more she talks... like girlllll stop with these back handed compliments, our MC doesn't know ur mean so she takes it to heart!!!!
Ahhhhh just started this, WHY COULDNT I FIND THIS ONCE IT WAS COMPLETED!!!