I can remember almost all dreams I had
i am an introvert (hate talking to people and online discussions) and read yaoi/bl religiously
I hold and cut with knives as if I’m about to stab someone ╥﹏╥ ever time I cut something it always comes out fucked up
It's a trivial thing to share but today marks my seventh month clean from self-harm. I mean I still hate myself but yay for me ig.
Okay so not really answering your specific questions, but I’m actually a bi chick with a heavy preference for women. Honestly, I only read yaoi bc I feel like the stories are more interesting (not to mention there’s more of them in general) and the reactions of the characters more emphasized than in yuri. Irl I’m pretty adverse to seeing me......
MWAHAHA. A event that scarred me you ask? The time where I was 5 and my gay cousin ripped off her shirt and got into bed with me. What happened after that? I slept like that for the rest of the night
when I was in the third grade I was told the reproductive system works and looked it up. I ended up watching porn for a majority of my 3rd grade. in 4th grade I watched gore then that for some reason led up this lovely anime called junjou romantica (it's a yaoi) I now have a porn and yaoi addiction due to this when I was about 9 a man flirted with......
when i was a kid I thought nothing could really get to me, until I went on this page that described in excruciating detail of this Japanese girl that was tortured for weeks and eventually died. Honestly the worst thing I’ve ever read in my life & I’m trying real hard to repress it so I haven’t bothered to search up who she was or if it was r......
A while back at my old school this girl decided she wanted to drop into her life story with me and started telling me the whole story abt how she lost her virginity. We weren't even in high school yet. What a world we live in.
Oh boy here we go- When I was 3 and fell down the stairs When I was 4 and got dragged stone steps even though I was crawling and was scared I'd die. (It gets worse, trigger warning) When I was 6-8 and I got raped in the woods. When I was 7 I got into watching porn and gore and I still do but I've never been the same since. When I was 9 I saw ......
When I was 10 I came across this site, it looked kinda cool. Forgot what it was called but yeah. There were some video's and I clicked on one because it looked kinda interesting. Yeah, so I ended up seeing some messed up shiz.....
Gosh where do I even start?
I watched that movie about the huge spiders taking over the world called archnaphobia or something. Henceforth my phobia of spiders was born. Evident from the fact I don't know how to spell archnaphobia because I was too scared to search it up. Sometimes I'm too scared to sleep as I am in constant distress of the idea of a spider crawling out of no......
I walked in on my grandparents having sex when I was 8 my aunt's ex-husband touched for a little while when I was 6 up to around 7 ( i get uncomfortable whenever I'm alone with a man now ) and other messed up shit but that's too personal
Tbh i had a handful of traumatic events in my childhood but it didn’t scarred me ig
My mom died when I was six and the last memory I have with her is begging her not to leave me (she was going to her friends' engagement party and she was murdered the same night)
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