
Finally caught up to date and I still can't get over the stupidity of the excuse the creator gave that make him stay silent and be misunderstood by Casey the detective.
Like 'oh no, I can't tell her anything, those bad people gonna use scapegoat and sweep everything under the rug, so let's her misunderstood I was the bad guy so she can chase after me and ruin my all effort, instead of cooperating like normal people, oops the child I tried to save nearly died again, welp ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭'

yes!! maybe i was confused cuz I was speedreading the whole thing but it didnt make sense to me at all and i stopped myself from overanalyzing it cuz ik ill prolly be disappointed by the excuse. it's obv the creator's sad attempt to portray a villain moriarty image from a very righteous rudiger/heathcliffe. but oh well, he's handsome idrc about logic anymore

Still don't get how the yellow hair get strength from og MC yet he can't do the same for him.

Because Shiyoon's solace was someone else at that time, but then he got betrayed by this person (most likely his ex? Iirc he's shown in some school flashbacks and we definitely saw them have sex). From how manipulative they're relationship seemed to be, I'm certain that person was the one who isolated him mentally and pimped him out.
During and after that issue he continued to fall further down, unable to come to trust or open up to anyone else. Doggo and maknae most definitely tried to get him to open up, but since he pushed them away super violently, they seem to have grown to not be pushy and only show care subtly, like in the beginning of the series.
Thsi is amazing!! I want extra chapters!!!