
Who's the male lead again?

If you want to know more spoilers you can read some here
https://www.novelupdatesforum.com/threads/its-my-first-time-being-loved.120109/page-5

I feel sick to my stomach. I want to cry for these children and protect them, but I don't know how because they're fictional. The author really put it very heavily and I bow down because she/he can actually connect with the reader. The emotion, memory, the story, and all that. Contrary to the title and photo cover, this shit is so traumatizing and just fuck up.
But think about it, this might be fictional, but some kids do actually go thru this. Don't call yourself a "parent" and taking responsibility of the child when you're not even acting like a proper parent. How could you treat a child like this? I might not be a "child" person, but God, this is worst. May all people like this goes straight to hell.
Fuck this shit. I caught up with the latest chapter. I want this to cook so bad(waiting for more chapter to come up). I cannot help it, but to read the chapters. I wanna read the novel so bad(I know that they don't have a novel).