
the way the two of them talked about 2 different things about the "deal" and all that banter was such a fun read. i just hope this whole pretentious act and lying won't be dragged out for too long. i'm not even sihyun but everytime joohwan's ring appears in the panel it kinda hurts even tho i know he doesn't actually have a partner and he's clearly into sihyun. sihyun doesn't know all of that so it's cheating in his pov...

"if it has to end someday, does it really have to be today? if we're going to reach the end no matter what, can't we just take it slow? i like you enough to make excuses like this. i've never felt this way about anyone so, let's stay just a little longer..."
oh awkward guitarist man who has a big dick, you moved me! 5/5 stars!

not much into het stories lately but if the author's aim is to create a wild and freaky love story then they should stick with it till the end. so i'm in favor for the red flag and alpha female lead to actually get what she wants. if she wants that submissive and breedable looking ass male lead then she should get it. (might impregnate him as well.) peace out!

i went to this blind, i saw the cover art style and immediately hopped on ch1. i was expecting dark psychological story but i didn't expect there would be some sprinkle of horror here and there.
i also find the story telling here really engaging, usually i can't stomach heavy psychological stuff like this but there are writers who write them in such interesting ways i can't describe (e.g oyasumi punpun, aesthetic of unpleasantness, a cruel god reigns, stigma etc.) and i feel that way with this one too, i just hope it won't go downhill.

this isn't the usual reck art style that i was used to but anyway, i'm not sure if I'm liking the flow of the story. i feel like jiho's feelings toward yoojoon were so abrupt - the buildup was poorly executed, i think. it kinda ruined my immersion to the story a tinyyy bit.
i was also curious about why jiho was captivated by eunjung's brother's cologne. was it something that reminded him of his mom, or could the smell be connected to how he sees yoojoon? or was it simply a scent of temptation? it was just a little detail that i wanted to know but it was never explained, or maybe i just missed it...

i get you, their current art style is still pretty but i really do prefer their prev art style more. i just hope the change in art style is only for this series, and not because they find their previous style boring now. a lot of artists do feel that way about their work sometimes, which would be kinda crazy in reck's case. i mean, hate mate, merry go round, and digitalis are all a feast for the eyes, artistically! so if they leave that style completely, i'd be sad but if reck doesn't fuck with it anymore i'll respect it.

I totally agree I’m still confused on the whole perfume thing and why out of nowhere he wanted to bang the girls brother but nevertheless I feel like it has to be connected with ml because it was probably a way to suppress his feelings for him , there were many moments where blond guy was saying how no one cared about him instituting that he want to be seen. I feel like that the only thing for now that makes sense in my mind to explain him suddenly liking him. But I’m still happy they’re together
"my chest won't stop aching. do i love victor because i carry henry's heart? and if so, can i even call that love my own? how cruel... to hurt this much over what was never mine to begin with."
reading this line was painful. whatever is going on with heart and victor hurts me in a good way, i'm all for it. like smut is good and all but misery? yearning? all because of love? 10/10 very fitting concept for "heart".
it's also quite interesting how victor wants to be loved and there's someone just right beside him who would absolutely love him with all that he has but victor recoils at his touch and only ever take that person's love for granted. i hope heart does try to understand himself more and atleast try to like someone else in S2. victor needs a LONG chasing arc for how shitty he was to heart.
omfgg yesss when Heart said that, it made me ache. ugh it was so good and i’m loving it more than i thought. i came for fwopfwop, but stayed for the heartache.
ngl i wasn’t expecting this story to be the angsty type so i was pleasantly surprised and even ended up adding it to my list lmaoo https://www.mangago.zone/home/mangalist/1126628/
ohh u get it!!! it hurts so goooodd and omg thank you for feeding me with the list, more angst for me to eat.