
Please, Jesus, this has been the 2nd time I've read ch64 and I cannot even begin to explain HOW BREATHTAKING (literally) everything is. My heart literally hurt so bad Oh God please, how do I recover from this. HOW DO I RECOVER OH GOD I won't be able to look at them the same way when the flashback ends
Reading ch8 now feels so painful because it was that specific memory he was thinking about (I was rereading)