
Yes, not saying a thing about what actually happened I sooooooo "clever"... It makes me wonder - do people really behave like this in real life?!

(for me) the main reason why he cant bring himself to speak what really happened is when yuma asked him if it felt good. even though he wanted to say no, he was dead asleep that he dreamt it was yuma and when he woke up, he realized he already finished and it was because of another man.
so what im trying to say is, he felt good by thinking it was yuma but for him, it wont change the fact that he came because of another man's kiss. so yes. it will be very hard to say what really happened because he was indeed traumatized, add up the pain of losing yuma.

Yo I know how we are all saying that he should just speak up but I know 2 people who are kinda like Makoto (no they don't have a super sensitive erogenous zone in their mouth) but they do get so disturbed by the incident itself that they can't think straight afterwards and all they are doing is blaming themselves to the point that they are unable to speak.
Like I could definitely see Makoto thinking:
-He didn't listen to Yuma when he promised to be careful.
-He felt good therefore he must have cheated.
-He was asleep so he couldn't consent or refuse but even Yuma said his silence is consent right?
-He didn't retaliate immediately after waking up...
and probably a 1000 other thoughts just like this.
And in the midst of theses thoughts Makato couldn't organize his thought's to think straight enough to answer aand Yuma's rising anger made it harder.
This is a VICTIM BLAMING mentality and happens ALL THE TIME. A lot more than often than we realize.
Tbh this feels like a more realistic approach than calmly talking everything out even tho the latter makes more sense.

It's not always easy to talk, he might've felt ashamed, too scared, or all sorts of things. I also clam up like this even when I can/know the answer to something, my mind would just become blank I'd panic and stay silent. Its different for everyone, maybe in this scenario YOU might be able to tell the truth, but Makoto couldn't. Plus he was probably still reeling from being sexually harassed :/

I'm kinda angry at Dongho. He's hiding from Jaehwan, then he gets drunk and does things he doesn't even remember. It looks kinda like he let go of Jaehwan after becoming his boyfriend. I'm disappointed. I don't say Jaehwan isn't kinda guilty either, however he didn't do anything bad, but Dongho is pissing me of now with his stupidly innocent behavior :/

I'm a little disappointed with Kyungsoo for not visiting Chowon in hospital. He went from loving Chowon to hating him in like a few seconds. That's not love for me. But it's good that it trigerred a change in Chowon, however I don't think he and Kyungsoo are a match. I think Chowon's partner should be more understanding and supportive.

I do agree, but a part of me still thinks that it was best for him to do so because he didn't exactly say he wouldnt come see chowon forever, he said "not like this" so, what im saying is he might want a change from chowon, i think we all know kyungsoo has a spot for chowon, but then again, its true that he also changed a 180% after knowing what chowon did, but im sure he still hopes for a change in chowon

That 180° change hurt me the most, I was like "well, your best friend left his baby for a year or so and had a full "I don't love my husband" drama and you don't hate him at all" and with Chowon you didn't even bother for a calm conversation why he did that, no, you just yelled at him and left. He overdosed pills right after that, won't it bother you at all?" Is that his love for Chowon? It's sad...
I wonder if we're going to see some character development of are we going to witness another ending like in Killing Stalking....
After BJ Alex I had high hopes for this manga, but for someone so self centered and spoiled like this main character... I just don't know and it's making me anxious...
I hope joo jaekyung's fucking shoulder falls off
Yeah, I think that maybe after he loses he will change....but....bad people usually don't change because something bad happens to them, they rather blame everyone else but themselves... So I see no hope so far for this toxic relationship.