It's the fact that so many people was willing to help him but the OG!MC was too scared to accept their help. There were people who looked out for him in their own ways and it's really sad how OG!MC was so manipulated he jumped into a bottomless pit of self-hate. It's hard to save someone who didn't dare to be saved. If you find yourself in this kind of situation please seek help from people reaching out.
I experience this kind of phase at my life, unfortunately no one to reach out.
So for whoever in this situation and have no one, seek professional help and try to care for yourself more, find something that makes you happy, as simple as lying on the grass, anything.
I know it's hard, but you're precious on your way, so don't hate yourself too much
Making the guy and girl who likes MC marry each other, then wondering if their kid would like MC since both parents had the same obsession... I had Rose King flashbacks.
That aside I totally forgot MC's gender till the end because of how good it (using "it" cause Belial's not human) was acting. Generally Belial is portrayed as male demons, so MC is technically a male in a female body who is crossdressing as a guy? (Coping because idw a romance tag, I hope it stays like this because it's so interesting)
Also lets be real no matter how handsome all these side chicks are, MC's the most handsome of them all.
I need more...











Kiyoung in a white veil in a church. We are just missing somebody right now.
You know, We know, Lee Know.
I know, you know, Lee know
I love it when they incorporated the phrase in their new song jjam