she was carrying the burden all by herself and when she needed someone to rely on (which is supposed to be her HUSBAND BTW) he wasn't there and he couldn't even make time because he was busy. Ofc there was no one she could place her frustration to but to vicente. Her dad died, she can't go home, her husband wasn't around that much, she just had a child, she had depression and she was outcasted in her own home by the vassals even though she's duchess. It was unfair for the child but she had no emotional support that time (even her husband's vassals are piece of bull). I'm not glorifying her deeds towards her child because what she did was sooo wrong, but if only her husband was there for her to atleast ease her burden but NOOOOO











why am i so late in reading this?! Ghad this is a masterpiece and I am really happy for the couple, and to think that they're both ryonosuke (w/ different characters though)?! ghad if it's not soulmates idk what it is man!?!? I sincerely pray for their happiness! AAAAAAA i am crying ><