
This is the novel, but it's in chinese, I have a laptop so it automatically put it in English.. but here you go
https://m.shubaow.net/168/168663/

I love that the author made a story to where the mc didn't end up with the toxic ml and with actually the good guy. I'm kind of sick of stories to where it make people think by just saying sorry, all that trauma will disappear. Or they will just romanticize abuse and trauma. In the side story in "All Grown Up" I felt a little bad for Jihyun, I wish him to be happy, but not with Chinwoo. Chinwoo did the right thing to cut him off, because he might just do the same thing again.
naw the ending was too fucked up. mans cant catch a break