Fuck this is so goddamn sad... Like the sex scene is supposed to be hot, but reading through it i just couldn't help but feel so much pity towards the uke.. like "he doesn't know what real sex is supposed to be like" all his past relationships have given him this warped idea of what sex is? It made me really uncomfortable and just sad... Like i wanted to cry for him?










Author trying very hard to make Yahwi sympathetic... Like he clearly has a problem expressing himself, and if he had said all the things he was thinking during this chapter to Jooin he'd have been much more likable...
It almost worked, but sorry he is still a jerk... like i still dont feel any sincere regret from him as he still kinda blames Jooin too, when it is clearly he who has been in the wrong?