
Imagining them as kids as they fuck you is uh interesting!

I don't agree, I don't think he likes them like that at all even when they are adults. Or as "kids".
I think at least it was referring to how you can't tell kids, "no" "stop" or hit them when they do something wrong because childern are "innocent" and they can't possibly mean what they do.
Or he feels like they can do whatever they want with him just because when they were little they weren't scared of him and didn't reject him and run away because of his scar, so he feels like he can't reject them.
If he wanted to be a pedophile he would of let that brown haired dude do whatever to him when he was a kid.
I think the drugs mixed with the thought of the fact he can't muster up to actually reject them because they were the only ones with him all that time and their first incounter of them not rejecting them as kids is the reason for that "flashback" and blush.

Did I read wrong or did he literally never confirm he slept with other people? Like whatever his name is called him ran through and I don’t remember him saying he had experience, plus he’s tight asl so I’m guessing he hasn’t? And why he look jealous thinking he has been around

I think he was actually a virgin the seme just thought he maybe had some experience. The uke never corrected him because he figured he wouldn't have sex with him if he did. Him calling him a whore was supposed to be insult but he noticed the uke lowkey liked it and never tried to correct him. Which in turn became a turn on for him also. They both have a degrading kink. I think he knows the uke isn't whore because he always seems inexperienced in bed and also takes jabs like aren't you supposed to be a whore so this do that. But that's just my guess.
I LOVE a BL with substance I am here for the story!
Also someone tell karyans grown ass to go on somewhere