
Guys if you want a sweet, kind and caring Seme that actually doesn't force the Uke into having sex and even asks on multiple occasions if that's really what he wants to do, please read Anti P.T.
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/anti_p_t/
(the character is called Hwi, just saying because there is two love interests)

Thanks for the recommendation, haven't read that one, yet. These are also similar in that term:
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/behind_the_desk/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/till_our_lips_touch/

Interviewer: "So Nakyum, what do you like about Seungho? There must be a reason for those feelings!"
Nakyum: "Well he treats me like a piece of shit but at least he pays attention to me!"
Interviewer: "So he doesn't treat you like you deserve but you still think you might love him?"
Nakyum: "He had a change of heart as of recently which totally made sense within the flow of the story, now he only belittles me a bit whenever I don't make him mad of course."
Interviewer: "So everything is the same except for the fact that he doesn't outright rape you but asks for your consent while knowing you'll give it anyway?"
Nakyum: "....."

I read this manga such a long time ago and I knew the ending, just some stuff in between was a bit blurry so I wanted to refresh my memory.
Still I ended up crying a lot, this manga might not be perfect but it touches me on such a deep and personal level that most works just can't do.
It's absolutely beautiful and incredibly sad (even without the reveal at the end).
Facing your issues/trauma, running from them and struggling to accept who you are or overcoming your crisis is such a human thing.
It's so close to reality and therefore quite terrifying, it's not an alienated concept and that's what's making this manga so good....you can relate, being there yourself or knowing someone...even having heard of such a thing from an acquaintance.
The depth of the human mind is a difficult subject to talk about but incredibly important to discuss nonetheless.
I'm so glad this manga exist.
Tbh I thought the premise was weird and put it on "want to read" but after all the comments, I don't think I wanna start even.
This doesn't seem particularly outstanding or something that I would enjoy despite the criticism.
So I'm gonna save myself the time for a good manhwa instead.
Same. I contemplated reading it, so I put it on want to read. However, I’m going to remove it, bc all the comments are saying the story sucks and it’s a waste of time. I think I’m just gonna read something else.
I just love to stock stories up to count at the end of the year to know how unstable I am