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I've been binge reading this! I LOVE THESE TWO SO MUCH!!! Never would've thought I'd fall so in love with a series I just started on a whim.
Also did anybody notice the little pillow under Kirishima's waist during sex in chapter 5?! How thoughtful and adorable is that??

Honestly I have a soft spot for Shun, what he did is not excusable and never will be but I believe he genuinely loves Mc and despite not being sane and also suffering from deep rooted trauma, he treats him gentle when they're alone and even lets him use his phone and encourages him.
He sees him as a real person instead of an object he can chain to himself, control and own, like Kyo does (dark haired ML).
I much prefer someone who is violent on the outside but has gentle thoughts than someone doing the exact opposite, it feels like there's more redeeming quality there. His 2 best friends also stick up for him no matter what and having people stay loyal to you despite all the fucked up shit also says a lot imo

If anything I want Mc to be happy, get therapy and heal.
Ideally he could learn about the meaning of love and understand that what happened to him was hate and not love.

But if any of the 2 ML's have to be endgame, pls let it be Shun, let him repent, join therapy and heal too.
And fuck Kyo, he needs to be in an asylum.

The way these two interact is so HOT!
I need a Sihyun in my life!
Seeing a masochistic Top and him saying "I want you to ruin me" has just awoken something in me, pls I need to see more of this in future BL Manhwa.
I like a dominant Top but where's my Tops that wanna be stepped on at?

Thank you so much Iacquerine!
This brought me so much joy and I love the appreciation for her work in translating this.
I own the art book + the whole 17 volumes edition (since I loved the art on the covers, there's also a 10 volume edition).
The way she draws her characters so meticulously and with thought and intent is fascinating.
I saw an old interview she did when she worked on Otherworldly Barbara I recon where she described her progress and how each stroke was meant to represent something, some kind of emotion.

She has a rare talent for creating art and stories that carry so much meaning and I think it's a big act of respect to translate it so people of foreign languages (not being Japanese) can enjoy her work as well!

Thanks for the early Christmas gift!

Honestly this Manhua gets something very right.
After hurting someone so badly, a grand confession of love can't fix everything.
The other person may not want your love anymore despite all the emotional turmoil they feel inside.
Once you cross a line, there's no coming back from it.

I haven't looked at the raws and they'll likely end up together anyway but I still wanted to point that out.

Besides the torture porn, the art and action scenes leading up to this were amazing.
Reminds me of "Big apple" and the art a mix of "Nerd project" and "Blood Bank".
All amazing Manhwa but this one ain't, what a shame!
Still wouldn't blame anybody for liking this, I'm still here lol

Guys on a positive note, season 2 started!
Thanks to the fake update, I looked at the raws and it's actually back!! Can't wait for the translation/officials.

Alright, just downvote me and move on but I absolutely love this Manhwa to the moon and back.
It's such a well written story and I love the art so much.
Yes both are mentally fucked and I ain't gonna justify how the ML treats Mc but I understand their desperation for each other.
Staying and not leaving in this situation and being a bad influence and ultimately an abuser but also showing affection towards the other person.
This might not make any sense whatsoever but thankfully it's a fictional story so you can just enjoy how their relationship plays out regardless.

Since I also read the novel, I love how this Manhwa adapted it so far, I'm so excited for the second season.

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OMG I LOVE THEM SO MUCH AHHHH
The art, plot and characters are everything! I discovered this way too early again T_T
Mc is talking about golf and ML thinks he's a slutty manwhore, I literally died xD
They're way too funny although it's another one of those "if they just properly talked once, the story would be over".
I don't mind tho, their bickering is quite charming and their chemistry.
Also how refreshing is a dominant/sadistic bottom and submissive/masochistic Top?? Hello?? Can other authors take notes please? I need more!

I love the direction this went in, went in dry not knowing anything besides the title and artist (should've been a clue) and was expecting a literal ghost.
What we got was a psychotic and broken Mc who felt haunted by the ghost of the one he murdered.
The twist was so good! The friends acted like nothing was wrong until they caught him and I didn't expect to see Murasaki's decaying corpse still buried in that one panel.
The ghost was all in his head.

Usually we get some supernatural aspect with these stories but it was refreshing to see something real albeit tragic and cruel.
The metaphor for the eyes seeing right through him and following him around after death was brilliant.
His self hatred turned murderous.

Ahh I knew I recognized the art style!! If this is anything like Define the relationship, we're in for an emotional rollercoaster! I'm gonna waitlist this until more and better translated chapters come out ♡

Guys I'm not ready for this to end after 95 chapters ╥﹏╥ I know it has to end eventually but my heart breaks! At least we'll get side stories!

OMG Guys we made it into the Manhwa! ヾ(☆▽☆)
Although we're rather scary looking and like a shadowy black figure but the speech was on point~
But anyways I'm enjoying the suffering so far ♡