
Conflicted feelings, I feel sorry for the uke but don’t like how he’s acting now. Poor doctor, just has to sit there and watch him die.

I agree. I do feel sorry for the uke but he has been really pissing me off lately the way how he was treating the doctor. The doctor has been nothing but kind to him. He was the only one to show the uke he cared, loved him and has a lot of affection towards the uke from the very beginning. Does he really does just expects the doctor to sit back and watch him die when he knows damn well how the doctor feels for him? While he is still pining away for that shitstain of a boyfriend that didn't care enough to inquire why the uke was losing so much weight and not eating as much anymore. He was too busy fucking around while the uke took his nonsense and never left until the last few chapters while the sweet doctor is practically worshipping the ground he walks on and he doesn't want it. I wanted him to leave from a long time ago, and never could understand why he stayed with that jerk for so long while knowing what he was doing all along. You can tell that the uke does not cherish himself at all and always regards themselves as a burden. Although it is quite a good read it can be so goddamn frustrating as well sometimes
Not sure where this is going but seems like it's yuri