
I got baited again by fans on socmed to read the novel this time ╥﹏╥, so where can you read it?
( ̄∇ ̄") I found a translated one at AO3 but adunno if its the official or fanfic

Read it here:
https://archiveofourown.org/works/54301843/chapters/137526925?view_adult=true
And IT IS really good.

He also gets jealous of Leewon's father, asking him if he slept with him, cut his own throat, shot Leewon, etc. I'm not saying that Zhenya is an angel. :D But we're not even halfway to the story. Zhenya will be taking care of Taekjoo's mom more than Taekjoo himself...
You are right when you say Caesar is expressing his love more. Zhenya doesn't even understand why he's so attracted to Taekjoo, so yes, emotionally Caesar is more mature (???), but they also have at least 10 years between them.
Zhenya is a young Caesar. ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭ Caesar gets obsessed/falls in love really fast. For Zhenya and Taekjoo, their love will develop later.

OOOHHHHH wowie zhenya taking care of other people
and the thing about zhenya and taekjoo's relationship developing later, I thought it might be that zhenya appears worse and redder coz usually when first sexual contact happens in this stories you could already see that the seme usually already have a little bit of affection. But in zhenya's case, dude is just a psycho haha
so is it really not yan and loina?? ( ̄へ ̄)would be nice if they do end up together but currently, they do not have chemistry
For real
yeah, it would have been nice but I think it is also good clearly there is an age gap and it makes the love story seem more realistic and different that she didn't end up with yan. Yan sees them as family and he thinks of her parents as his very own so that also would have been pretty clear and since their fate was changed they are there own person now not following the original story plot!
Spoiler
I'm pretty sure they end up together, like in the very end, while she's an adult. Right now they meet when she's 15 and time skip to 17, it would be weirder if they had chemistry now.