
this theory may be crazy but it’s the only thing i can think about… cirus probably had a crush on chan-il but something happened where resentment grew… or cirus couldn’t handle that chan-il is a seemingly great person. when cirus’s life is hard that could be hard for him to be around someone who seems perfect(?). i think ri-in and cirus are related some how because they give sibling energy… maybe they’re cousins but idk. If she’s family then she could know about cirus’s home situation. Idk
I’ve read a lot of BL and the top will only give head like once in an entire story. jitae does it like every time there’s a sex scene … i love that about his character