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ill help u when we going (๑•ㅂ•)و✧

Mm...some people display signs of trauma and handle their pain, anxiety and depression. I hear you. But I cannot help to remember, how Chung has gone through so much, aside from being gang raped, since growing up. He never showed pain before, in fact, he sacrificed for his brother and chose to live a life where he didn't pursue his dreams because of it. Chung just doesn't know how to feel and is accustomed to accommodating others. He even wanted his partner to have sex with him right after, both to deal with the sense of being stained and to not lose him. He feels that any sign of him being unwilling or unwell makes him unlikable therefore useless, therefore easy to abandon.

Mm...some people display signs of trauma and handle their pain, anxiety and depression differently*

woah, you explained everything so well O.O Chung is really pitiful, he needs hugs and a villa.

I think it also had to do with the fact that because he grew up with so many hardships and was already very traumatized, so he handled it better others who hadnt experienced something similar before

https://www.novelupdates.com/series/in-this-life-i-will-be-the-lord/

https://page.kakao.com/home?seriesId=52903324&page=2

That's the link but it's still in korean version and there's no translation yet