
I tried to understand the ML, but I can't. He fell in love with an illusion of the FL that he created before even meeting her. After discovering her true identity, he decided to ruin her. He succeeded, but because of this, she decided to end her life. He wouldn't allow that, so they divorced. Yet even then, he still wants to control her.

''BLOODPLAY'' is that even a thing ?!? (am not judging, but i never knew ppl could be into blood expect psyco)

Yes it is! I had one friend who posted about it on insta all the time (yes his literal sex life along with the blood play) very discomforting! I also had another ex classmate tell me before he left his country for school he hooked up with a girl who was into blood play and she ended up passing out from blood lost and he simply left the hotel!
HAHAHAHAHAHHAH no way, please bitch be for soo fucking for real...HAHAHAHA