
I severely dislike this manhwa.

I will try to make it short and simple. Either way I will get hate for this comment considering so many people like this manhwa.
1) MC's mental stability is extremely weak. This is expected, and I understand why it is so, considering his circumstances. But this leads to my next point,
2) MC makes bad decisions. In the course of the manhwa where they had to fight, due to his mental instability he has almost caused the team to fail and possibly die. When he is told to stay back to rest, he still insists on following. I don't think he is following because he cares about the others, he cares about how he feels. That feels selfish to me. People's lives are at stake.
3) MC is contradicting. This I blame the author. Throughout the course of the manhwa, he has been focusing on dying. Yet the author shows signs of him improving, only to make it come crashing down by making MC trying to kill himself 2 times. "The answer I seek" should not be found from others but yourselves. He wants to die, but ultimately wants someone to save him. So which one is it?
4) He doesn't get any help, doesn't try to seek any help, chooses to wallow in self pity, self destruct.
This is my opinion, so it might not be true for you lovers. But this is how I feel. Feel free to refute my opinions, but I don't be replying.

So if someone could kindly (like genuinely kindly cause I don't understand personally all the hate Tak is getting) explain to me that would be great. Let me explain why I don't understand: I do think Tak is idiotic for literally going every step of the way to accommodate Sanho, going as far as to have sex etc when he actually legitimately (but also not legitimately ) hates Sanho, cause I agree, that's stupid how does someone as intelligent as him not get that he loves Sanho, but like, I do agree with him at the end of chapter 75.
The guy you actively have sex with and kiss (atp I assume they are fwb cause they are clearly not in a relationship at this point, and they aren't normal friends) literally tells you IN THE SAME CONVERSATION that he wants you to admit you have feelings for him, while saying himself that he feels disgusted being with you (not taken directly but you get what I mean). What is Tak suppose to think???? Should he have understood that Sanho was just being tsundere and didn't meant it truly? Maybe, idk even I can't tell myself, but any normal person who hears that would feel like utter shit Σ(っ°Д °;)っ! The same person who is telling me that feeling butterflies for me is disgusting, is telling me ALSO that if he knew sex between us didn't involve feelings he wouldn't have started it! Am I not suppose to feel hurt/confused????
Sanho to me acts like a hypocrite. He wants and says one thing, but says and does another. He wants to date/love Tak (of vice versa idk anymore) but says himself that having feelings for Tak is gross. There's hardly any decent communication going on besides them arguing cause they don't understand eachother, or Sanho just drunkenly saying everything he feels to Tak. Why is everyone just hating on Tak when Sanho isn't better ╥﹏╥????
Like I said, I just want to understand, not trying to side with anyone here, so if someone could explain that would be great (⌒▽⌒)

Read back a few times to check if I misunderstood anything, and yeah CORRECTION Sanho said acting couply with Tak feels gross, which is very different from saying having feelings for you is gross. That would make more sense, but I still don't understand why all the hate for Tak. He is not wrong; Sanho wants to end having sex with Tak, but he also insinuates he doesn't want to date Tak (he is trying to get Tak to confess, but doesnt say explicitly that he loves Tak back, nor does he even think of confessing himself), but he also doesn't think going back to being friends is an option. Obviously Tak is going to be confused: what does he want? Just for Tak to confess and then be rejected?? He has pride too. Tak's entire issue is being ignorant of his feelings hence causing this to start, but Sanho is fueling the problem too. Idk I just think both of them are ._.

Personally I think Sanho is an ass sometimes. But I just cannot get over the shitty things tak did aka assault Sanho, and just his shitty attitude towards caring for his partner before, after, and during sex. And just the way that he like, HAD TO BE ASKED TO GIVE RESPECT. And then eventually he gets asked, and during a conversation he's like "Wow nothing I ever do is enough for you" when all he did was to be asked to do the bare minimum. (Not rape him, and have shitty painful sex, with 0 care for the other person). Like Sanho of course did not want to be having sex with Tak when the only thing that would happen was sex he did not truly want, was painful, etc. And his mind changed after Tak did change.
But that's all tops in every single series basically so

So, I saw comments talking about Hanoi's personality and how they are too 'old' for this book. Just wanted to comment my 2 cents on this cause I do disagree on some points. Others have explained it clearly, so I will try not to repeat it.
Personally I don't understand how they are too 'old' for this book. Saying this means you have matured to the point where you don't understand actions taken by the characters in the book, as it could have been done in a better way. I don't think ALL of the actions taken in this book were immature at all. Both MC and ML are 15 years old, it's normal for a 15 year old to not know what is love, or thinking not falling in love is not normal. When you are 15, puberty is already starting and hormones are out of control. For MC who is surrounded by peers who talk about love everyday/love being the main topic, it's obvious that she won't feel normal for not being in love/realising she is in love. Because she just doesn't! Does no one have friends/have experience where they just don't fall in love??
It's even more so for ML. ML started dating in middle school, he must have had many relationships that have ended in short periods of time. I don't wanna entertain the thought that he might have dated older women cause that's a separate issue, but he is also at the age where hormones go bonkers. It's obvious and totally makes sense for him, adding onto the fact that he is extreme in his way of thinking (only need 1 person in their life, that being their girlfriend). Also some people seem to be forgetting one major tiny detail; when he saw MC carry that umbrella, he didn't fall in love BECAUSE of that. He confessed and asked her out the next day because he recognised her. They were in the same class in elementary school and MC was his first love. He even recognises MC's ex bff and MC's ex friend at first look even though maybe 5-7 years have passed. If it was anyone else i don't think he would have done so.
Anyway, they are 15 year olds, who are not only growing together, but grounding each other, helping and communicating with one another. Sure there are conflicts that happen (for the sake of plot etc), but that's all character growth! The characters are handling/trying to handle many things in a mature way (at least for teens who are 15) How can you be too 'old' for this book when they are addressing issues that even adults haven't handled/can't handle at all??

All is cute in manga but never EVER date your supervisor/manager/boss at the same workplace!! Power imbalance and workplace dynamic is SUPER real and is harmful in real life(づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ! Kinky shit is fun and lovely but never think dating a superior is normal! Toodles and continue enjoying the manga, as I am going to do too!! ლ(´ڡ`ლ)

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/ore_no_erohaishin_ga_barete_joshi_no_hameraretemasu/
this one is kind of similar dynamic that i like!!

I had faith because Top went "it's not right being the partner of a child" in chap 2 of volume 2. He knew his rights and wrong! I was so happy. That's why at the start of chapter 3 he went "just when I started getting use to him as a child..." This makes so much sense! It was a refreshing take on this stereotypical troupe.
But then he started kissing a middle schooler uke... I really wanted to sigh and question why. Like I get he is your lover, and you wouldn't like another child that's NOT your lover but @-@

No cause seriously the pairings and the animals she chooses is so freaking interesting! First pair was according to stereotypes (standard bunny and predator), second pair is a lion and mouse (never seen this dynamic before), third pair shown is a pair of dogs (different breeds) AND NOW A BEAR AND A HALF RABBIT HALF WOLF??? SLAY BITCH
(But no rape tho. This story was fine so far with a little dubcon with the 2 dogs, pls don't ruin it now ;-;)
Hwayoung is loved by everyone, but has no desire towards anyone but sadism, until Gyuwon came along. Gyuwon is feared by everyone, but wanted to be desired and loved by at least someone until Hwayoung came along. Literal polars. I like the contrast between them. You would think the leash holder is Hwayoung, but really Gyuwon is holding the leash.