
Could someone tell me why he would just go out and kill himself after all that and him being in love? my head just keeps spinning not being able to understand why.

Well I believe the reason he committed suicide was because incest is a taboo in many societies. We constantly hear things like "incest is a sin", "incest is immoral", "incest is disgusting". We Are conditioned to believe that incest is one of the worst possible things you can do in life so what do you think that does to a person's mind? Shinobu must of constantly had these thoughts in his mind he must of thought he was a disgusting sinner for having a relationship with his brother and son and he couldn't take it. To top it off he betrayed his wife. And his lover was a man another thing society looks down upon. So yeah Shinobu must of thought he was a terrible human being when all he was doing was the one thing us humans can't help "falling in love". I think deep down Shinobu knew that he would never be able to have a normal happy relationship because societal views would never allow it. So sad but amazing story.

first he acts like he doesnt like guys and that hes weird for it and then he does go out with another guy and still acts like he doesnt even know what hes talking about and then he doesnt even give him a chance? i mean first thought that came to mind was maybe cause they both seemed like bottoms? lmao but still

I agree, if he didn't want to fall in love with eunho, why he need to have sex with another man? To tell you the truth I like reading caste heaven than this because caste heaven even if it was violent or abusive atleas the one who raped him was the main uke
that ending could have been so much better, it made me a bi mad tbh. i spend my 4 hours just for that shit ending? do they even get married?