I wish she'd be stronger and, at least, accepting herself as a trans woman. There were just so many ways this story could've got better even if just so it doesn't pass a sorrowful message to trans people who end up reading it... but I think the author wanted to make one of those beautiful tragedies out of this one :'( I really have mixed feelings about this one. It's good, but just a little too sad for me
Yea, as a trans-person (ftm not mtf like the main character) it was certainly a painful read and kinda anxiety/dysphoria inducing..
Oh well, I've been following it for over a year now so I knew what I was getting myself into. I enjoy tragic, bitter-sweet stories but this one hit me in an uncomfortable spot oof.. very beautiful tho
It's what author wants.
It's not about the trans character, every character has a tragic ending.
It's about the beauty of sorrow.
It's not about being stronger or not.
There's people that simply don't find happiness at the end, no matter if they decide to be a trans, travesti or whatever.
As He said, He decided to live as a male by his own free will and that desition is totally ok. It's what brings him peace.
It won't be different for him if He changes himself.
We have to understand that no all people are the same, even if they have the same problems. And not all trans people are the same.
Yeah, I get what you all mean. But I just felt there is so much more the story could be... guess it made me sad because it was a punch to the face saying: life sucks, deal with it.
GIVE MY SWEETEST COUPLE BACK NOOOOOOO TT0TT AUTHOR YOU EVIL PERSON WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS TO US （/TДT)╯╧╧
AND THE BISHOP DIES IN THE MOST GRUESOME AND PAINFUL WAY POSSIBLE. HE DESERVES IT. SIGMUND IS FUCKING DISGUSTING.
I can't wait for the next chapter. Will spoil myself in raws. Ein x Diesel is my naughty heart's otp <3
Also... quit being all bitter salty in the comments. You don't own the story and you're not a fucking saint that needs to teach everyone else how to enjoy yaoi.
I'm tired of reading shitty comments instead of the ones fangirling around with me.
I agree. In all honesty, I’m not thrilled with Disel’s story, but I stopped reading it and end of story. I don’t trash it just because it isn’t to my liking. We all have different taste. And isn’t wornderful that we have all types of stories for everyone? I am very satisfied with the first half that I’m glad that there is a second for others to enjoy. All I see lately is hate against- 1) the story 2) the crappy translation 3) the quality of images, and people loving mcs. Like enough already! Why hate something that we’re not paying for, we’re lucky to have it in English and free?! Whatever happened to respecting each other? :( I’m sorry I’m using your response to vent but enough is enough. We already have Tom much hate in our society to add more to this area that should be fun full of manga readers :(
aye thank u for this! i actually like diesel's story more, but i dont go around trashing on bexan and all lol
Exactly! I mean I don’t read Disel’s story but man I’m glad there is more to the story you know ╮(￣▽￣)╭ and then I see people really going at it and I’m like “really?!” Smh
I love you for that comment! It's such a great story with beautiful art and here, people treat it like some cheap trash yaoi. I think if the author ever saw these comments, on a pirate side no less, she would commit suicide. I would.
Yeah, we all have different tastes. Let us all just enjoy the yummy BL or find another that suits your tastes better. <3 ლ(´ڡ`ლ) peace
Grr I absolitely hate when Nemu does this. Σ(っ°Д °;)っ He gets all anxious and insecure all by himself wondering if Maya(who literally says it all the time) still loves him, shuts Maya off when he is trying that hard and then he just blames it on Maya and makes Maya that sad all the time when he himself never said he loves Maya.
（￣へ￣）Ok, Ruka said that it is hard to keep the motivation for love but IT IS TRUE he said he liked Maya BUT SAID IT WASN'T ROMANTICALLY and even thought he may be manipulative it is not the first time Nemu behaved like this with Maya and it always because of some dumb shit he assumes all by himself.
(╬￣皿￣)凸For fucks sake MAYA TRIED TO CUT TIES WITH RUKA TWICE FOR NEMU NOW and NEMU ALWAYS SAYS "DON'T DO IT AFTER ALL".
Sorry for ranting but I RLY WANT TO BITCH SLAP NEMUGASA RN.(╯°Д °)╯╧╧
I get that ur frustrated but they r both in the wrong imo
and err u kinda got the part Nemu never said he loves Maya wrong i am pretty sure lol
Nemu himself realizes that he is being too irrational for saying that soooo....yea heavy sht righ there
And u kinda forgot the "if you do that again they will break up thing from maya to nemu" lol its so easy to take one-side and forgot the other point of view. I dont think Nemu blames it on Maya but on himself actually from the gecko
They both try to please each other which lead to this mess lmao
Nemu knows that he shouldnt feel it that way, he hates himself for that but he couldnt help feeling frustrated and anxious toward Maya. So that is why he asked for a break time to think about it.
Dont blame for feeling insecure, even when Ruka said that IT WASN'T ROMANTICALLY, how could you believe him? I understand why Nemu gets super insecure when he heard that.
Yeah because Maya has done nothing wrong. (sarcasm)
Is this silly manga really by that Chise Ogawa? That same messed up yaoi mangaka who loved psychological shit?
I'm curious now.
Half of her works are scary and messed up, the other half are cute and fluffy...I love both types (⌒▽⌒)
What’s the other manga your talking about
Lol sorry I wanna know
Hmm well she has lots of works, but my favorites from the fluff-side are "Kono Ore Ga Omae Nanka Suki Na Wakenai" and "Owaranai Fukou Ni Tsuite No Hanashi" If you want to go to the dark side try "caste heaven" or some of her one-shots, such as "Ibitsu no Kakera" :3
Thank you I’ll check them out at school lmfao I be bored so I be reading them at school
Yeah, Chise makes such messed up works that sometimes we forget that she's 50% pure fluff sweet love comedy
Well thank y’all about telling me about what she writes and all I really appreciate
Find yourself someone who treasures you like Anakobayashi treasures Yama's asshole. xD I love this manga so much(づ￣ ³￣)づ. Speacially the part where they easily confess and get together even tho they're both really silly.
The story has a dark atmosphere that goes from the very beginning to the very last page just like the good psychological thrillers do. All of the characters are bittersweet and even the open ending fits in with the whole thing. It is beautiful, disturbing and the mcs are both pretty messed up but I like it.... do I like it? Really? I don't know. But even with an open ending. I feel satisfied right now.
I LOVE THIS <3 LOL I'm not that much into hentai and preffer yaoi but this one is just great
Why is everyone just assuming Kashiwagi's feelings are not sincere? '-'
I think Hotta is the one misunderstanding him. I think his feelings for Hotta are genuine he's just afraid of getting hurt because of that other senpai but it's pretty normal.
Hotta, on the other hand, just dates him because the girl he used to like, likes Kashiwagi and that "feels good" as he said a few times already.
Regardless, Kashiwagi's behaviour is unacceptable and creepy af. He's just smiling like, "Yeah, clearly there was no problem with what I did because you just triggered me."
Honestly, I dont find Hotta bad, cause he told Kashiwagi that he doesnt like him but he's willing to give the relationship a chance. So he never let him on, rather he is understanding of Kashiwagi's moves and tells him honestly when he is uncomfortable about anything which is a sign of good communication between any partners. Sure Hotta does say it feels good but he has never treated Kashiwagi like a show piece, he could have taken him to the party and hogged him to rub it in the girls face but he didnt, rather he feels guilty says I am a bad person for even feeling good. And if u go see the preview for the next chapter by the translation, Hotta clearly calmly asks him the things bothering him about Kashiwagi and how Kashiwagi responds is another story(not gonna say it since it might be a spoiler, go check the preview if you are interested). Anyways I think What Kashiwagi is lacking is just communication. If he just talks it out with Hotta, I think Hotta would calmly work out the best outcome with him. And we can all tell Hotta is falling for him though he hasnt come to understand it fully yet.
Well said (=・ω・=)