Even tho Hirokawa struggles much with life, he still shows his cheerful face. I just thought he was just a love sick puppy, with all the blushing, stalking and the smiling, never knew he had been trough so much. So much secrets and pain behinde a cheerful smiling face.
I actually pity jiwoon bc I understand the feeling. I have been in same situastion like him before and it quit painful but ofc what he did to his brother is awful but his behave is something I'd do too(minus hurt my sibling tho).
I wish more yaoi have some stories about coming out, like this,