I kinda want Mephisto to be the ML if it’s not going to be Cliff (Cliff as ML doesn’t sound right also because he met leon as a kid but we don’t really have much choice atp) If it’s Nergal, Id hate this
Okay so I read it again and I think I’m right. First, in the bathroom scene, one of the person near gyeol slapped his breast after Yoohyuk laughed at it. The person who slapped it told everyone there that it feels like a woman’s. So Yoohyuk tried to grope him but gyeol slapped his hand away and that made him angry so he asserted dominance and that’s probably what gyeol was talking about “If you had not touched me first” that yoohyuk was the one who started the groping and the others did the same thing and even invited the sergeant chanwoo who told everyone that groping gyeol was not his concern.
The Irony, even tho he said that it was not his concern, later that night, he was the one (sergeant chanwoo) who sneaked in gyeol’s bed and was the first one who actually r* him. (Notice the moles. The guy who sneaked in gyeol’s bed has a mole near his nose and upper lip. That is sergeant chanwoo) The guy who was listening while gyeol was being harassed was indeed Yoohyuk (Yoohyuk’s main feature is his shaved eyebrow)
Okay I got confused once again cuz translator said in their notes that “if he didn’t touch me in the first place” was not meant for the breast slap and groping scene when in fact it must be that all along. Yoohyuk (the guy with glasses at chapter 7, shaved part on one eyebrow) is the one asked for the shampoo and snickered and slapped gyeol’s breast after seeing them. He then invited Jonho to also feel gyeol’s breast and when gyeol rejected them he got angry and used his seniority against gyeol.
Then the other sergeant, chanwoo (the guy who has moles, one near on his nose and upper lip, one on his forehead and neck) entered and said the “it’s not my concern” but then at night he sneaked at gyeol, groped him and r* him.
Yoohyuk was listening while gyeol is being r* and said “ fxking pervert, he was acting like he didn’t want it” Yoohyuk’s pertaining to sergeant chanwoo here.
Yoohyuk’s bullying became more severe, he mocked his speech disability, called him sheep and even covered up his colleagues that kept on molesting gyeol. Idk much about military but maybe gyeol is under yoohyuk’s command and he allows his co sergeants to use gyeol as they please and mock him after.
In conclusion, when gyeol said “ if he didn’t touch me in the first place” was about the time when Yoohyuk slapped his breast and invited Jonho to touch him because that’s where all began.
We can also assume that yoohyuk also r* him later on.
All the pips here talked about how they hate this manhwa and jaekyung so Im going to talk about why I like it. I think the author is going for a real slow burn approach and I’m absolutely a sucker for slow-burn tropes. I know that Jaekyung is infuriating (I also wanna k-word him every time he's being a bitch) but I like the way that he’s not being miraculously and or suddenly in love with dan just because he felt a “connection” or because he loved the seggs or dan’s face, instead, we saw tiny bits of possible affection and how he sometimes favors dan but it’s not clear enough. I like that it’s not being rushed given jaekyung’s personality and his issues like we all know he’s shitty from start so I like that his personality is not turning 180 all of a sudden. (Still I feel sorry for dan and pray every time i read a new chapter that jaekyung will not hurt him).
Dan also need some character development because he clearly doesn’t know his worth and I need to see him step up for himself, to live and worry about his self. He needs to be selfish.
So I’m hoping that I’m right, that the author is just taking this real slow and will improve their relationship, their issues and characters bit by bit. Hoping that the author got some good plan to compensate us with all of our frustrations.
BUT I HOPE IT WONT BE TOO LONG FOR JAEKYUNG TO START REDEEMING BECAUSE IF ITS TOO LONG I THINK IM GONNA DROP THIS
I always tear up every time Eunyung brings himself down
RIGHTTT!!!! WHY CANT HE LET HIMSELF BE HAPPY
Because he’s an abused and neglected kid who’s in his rebellious stage, he’s aware of the things that he has done and thinks he doesn't deserve to be permanently happy. He also thinks there's probably no bright future for him because everyone from his past gave up on him.
After reading all those toxic bls, I can finally breathe with this one, tho I know angst will be up sooner or later but I hope everything goes well in the end. I hope the author brings them happiness because they’ve suffered a lot already
Considering how the female lead was brought up by his past family, I kind of understand why she's so messed up and distrustful. But I also like how she's getting the taste of her own medicine because of how manipulative she is toward Eclis, as if he's only a mere tool.
You all do know that it’s very natural to piss while getting bottomed? Especially an inexperienced one. That happens in real life. Also in real life seggs, you can’t really do it every time you want it because the bottom needs to prepare for it (for example they should fast before doing the deed and do anal douching) so that there’s little to none feces in contact.