
I was assaulted by my employer last friday and altho it didnt go until the end, it was so traumatising i cant even use the loo, or being anywhere near him. Accidental physical contact also scared me i had to leave early yesterday. And dat happened while i was in my clear mind. God knows what will happen if people got drunk-raped. Please be safe everyone.

For some reason i cannot report him to the authority as the higher ups are made of his family members/relatives...and my report will cause a chain reaction that will also involves my friends and some others.
I know its not the best thing to do, but it happened under a certain circumstances that will become bigger than it already is. So i am quitting my job. And get the hell away from that company. But first, i am taking my bestfriend with me. She should be protected at all cost.

I got myself immediate help after that day and confided with people's i trust the most. It was borderline traumatising for me because i was sane when it happened so despite the attack, i understand the reasoning (but that is not a reason for me to keep quiet and endure his sexual advances).
I was thinking about the worst case scenario and god, i did only see suicide as the solution

Being called slut just because i have more guy friends, prostitute because i have 3 fathers so some students saw me with different old guys sometimes (my mom remarried 4 times but all of us has good relationship because i have younger half-sibling from each of em). I was even called to the student affair office and had to prove my relation with fathers.
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3 years of highschool were bad, but degree life was even worse. The rumors even affect my relationship with other people (potential boyfriend lol). But pay no mind to it. I am not living for someone's expectation and i know who i am.

But that character (i believe the seme?) reminds me of my sheltered asperger nephew who always live in his own world and doest really know how mutualism/commensalism works in a real life community.

Ahhh, now that you mention it, that might just be the case. He certainly has traits in common with someone on the autism spectrum. I could never behave like that myself (I've got asperger as well), but I can relate to the lack of ability to consider when to behave differently based on the social setting. If I hadn't seen your comment, it would never have occurred to me though, because all aspergers I know are generally just really timid in situations like those in this manga and would just avoid excess interaction altogether xD
Reminds me of Haribo (wlate), Jade (Bagjwi Sayug) and Chungnyun (Royal Servant) arts mixed together. But Haribo vibe is stronger, and sharper.