
I read the book now I’m traumatised

I read it on a website called chrysanthemumgarden.com and I’ll put the spoilers of the book down below:
At the end (I forgot the main characters name) Japanese boy gets raped by zhenya when he gets drugged by some old man then basically turns out that zhenya was the guy he was told to ignore and basically mixed up the profiles but zhenya played along, then he destroys the Anastasia which is a blueprint in a room and then runs to tell the mayor or someone and basically zhenya was waiting there for him and raped him again…very traumatic because it’s so so detailed
can someone spoil last chapter to me?
happy ending (but im not satisfied tho
T﹏T ). and author said there will be side stories in this year
For real I'm not happy about how washed out the ending was. Spoiler...
JH taje YH back to his place and has him get a pair of clothes and helps dry his hair. Then YH cries asking why does JH like him when YH hated him but when YH liked him JH hated him or pushed him away. JH holds him and let's him cry. Time skip to three months later and YH is done filming something at the beach side and asked to go in a walk. He does and JH appears out of no where and asks for a kiss. He kisses YH in the cheek and the latter blushes and worries someone might see. They bicker for a panel or two and yeah... That's the end.
I'm so sorry I didn't realize I missed so many commas and have so many grammatical errors. I was just typing and pressed send before I proof read it.
I have mixed feelings on the ending, I think it fits them both so well and just the story in general but I feel incredibly sad that it ended and they didn't have more conversations with each other about being a couple and becoming official.
It was very vague but mystical & beautiful as well. I think it's an optimistic look into the future with a melancholic vibe (at the beach in the last panels).
Overall I don't dislike it, I'm sure well get smut and hopefully more dialogue in the side stories!
agree! i hope we can see them more lovely doey in the side stories lol
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