I was once desperate too to get the approval and affection of my siblings. They hated me and I tried my best to please them in any way possible. I really feel him everything he did and went through I went through as well. They were abusive and shit but I forgot everything the moment they showed a lil bit of affection.... It took a long while until I understood that they will never like me and nothing will change.... No matter what you do.
So if anyone is in the same situation then just believe me... Fuxk them and just live your life. No matter what you do everything will be wrong in their eyes. The smallest mistake you do will be used against you and no sane person would hit they younger siblings no matter what especially trying to unaliving you. I know for anyone who didn't went through that shit it's obvious as fuck but when you are a kid you can't comprehend what it actually means on top of that they are teaching you how everything they do to you is your fault. Because I behaved a certain way they had to do these things to me.
So yeah... It's hard to get out of that situation because the moment you cut them off or anything you feel guilty
Eventho they don't even care if you are there or not.
But you feel like the most horrible person ever.
Don't go back.
Don't hold back.
I am glad I read this today cuz it was like a visualization of my situation and how stupid it is to cry after these horrible ppl.
I hope one day I won't think of them anymore and just be able to live my life.
And feel absolutely nothing towards them.
I just wanna forget the pain and sorrow an heal from them.
I know tmi but I hope that anyone who goes through that knows that they are not alone and are hopefully be able to get away from that.
i´m so sorry that something like this has happend to you. i can´t belive or even understand why people would do something like this to their own sibling and family.
Hi... I come across this comment, and wherever you are right now, i hope things getting much more better for you (⌒▽⌒)
I think it's okay to cry over something that we consider "stupid" rather than bottled things up, we're human after all and expressing our emotion like that is totally okay (▰˘◡˘▰)
It takes time to finally realized something, and I'm glad you're finally letting it go. Must be a tough process to get there ╥﹏╥ cause it feels like we're holding into nothing, something that doesn't even exist. But heyyy! At least you're here now and trying to get better, it's already good enough!! I'm glad you know your worth ヾ(☆▽☆) since everyone has their own path, i hope whatever the path you are right now, it's the best one for you. It's maybe not a smooth sailing but at least we're trying to enjoy the ride (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
I don't understand that as well but I guess I will never know now :(
I just hope that nobody has to go through that.
Thank you!
I just regret wasting my time and emotions on ppl that never cared but I still loved them..
And it still hurts.
But I am doing better.
I am a bit late at a lot of things because I sacrified a lot in my life for them but I it's okay.
Anyways thank you
I was a bit hesitant to post this... But i just felt the Mc so bad and understood exactly what he did and felt... I just had to talk about it.
Can someone recommend me something similar? I am so in love with the art and the top I dunno everything was sooo hot
It's really good.. But all the rape and rough Sex.. Made it hard to actually enjoy the story. It's really cruel how they treating the ML Agio or whatever his name is.... And I know he is like that because of his childhood... But bro I just wished they had at least good sex
I am being honest at first I was just so confused. The pacing was so weird but it still was so captivating that I couldn't stop reading. The more you learned about their past the more you understand the story and everything made so much sense. I wish there were more details about their day to day lives.. But I like the ending
I've re-read it because I wanted to read a cute healthy story after reading so many toxic shit and ahh... I just love how they are just in such a healthy relationship
This is such a good translation!
I am reading the official translation on lehzin and thought this was also the official one.
Are there any dojinshis with these two? I wanna read cute fluffyness about them!! FF whatever I want moreeeeeww
Look... The way ash talks Fuck! I was feeling it in my whole body!
Legs up now? Yes Daddy anything you want!! Use me as much as you want
I kinda like the new character I dunno he funny
It’s okay to say you like him, just don’t ship him with uke. It just feels icky idk why, maybe it’s cause uke already has a man.
Nobody’s gonna bash anyone for liking another, I find the brown hair the hottest out of the three characters tbh.
Nah I ain't shipping him with uke I just think he is actually a funny and laid back character plus he doesn't even know that Mc and ml are in a relationship... If he tries to get between them even after knowing everything I wouldn't like him but for now he is just interested in Mc cuz Mc is really handsome und adorable
I agree. Some people ship them and I’m honestly horrified that even comes across their mind. I detest shipping anyone who’s already together with someone else.