ALso something i forgot to add on my paragraph was that I really really hate how their years of like friendship were so fucking precious because don’t like the two of them were so cute when they were younger and now because of the stubborn hypocritical mf (emperor) they don’t be have that anymore is almost feels like the person that was their childhood is now a total stranger and I know they both wish to go back to the old days but well love, betrayal and lies ruined it and GODDD I just fucking hell a part of me wants to punch the emperor in the fucking face and another part of me wants too book a therapy appointment for him and literally everyone but another also wants them to be friends again.. just friends also I don’t know if the emperor loves the Mc but I think he cares for her in a way he just idk he’s fucking confusing so fucking confusing and fucking weird this doesn’t mean the things he’s done are less worse bc it’s not. he’s fucking irritating makes me want to fucking commit a crime but I see myself in him not that I’m manipulative or cheater just the insecure part I’m sorry for rambling y’all do not give a fuck but I need to air out my thoughts











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