Was so excited to read bc it seemed cute the first two chapters made me think it was going to be fluff mutual pinning slow burn or sum shit but you go and give me this sad angsty ass shit
I honestly I really liked this in the beginning because I love when psychology shit draw a line between real love and fake love to me in the beginning the guy pitied his brother he made it seem as if he was doing charity by “loving” his brother letting him rape him he felt as if no one else would love his brother so he’ll volunteer to do it because he feels bad for for his brother and it was clear his brother was very mentally unstable and I liked that they didn’t include or try to romanticize abuse and rape and incest by not including love but a sick and twisted take on love on this emptiness the mc had inside him and used his brother to fill the emptiness temporarily then and it got towards the end it got very fuzzy like I still don’t really understand the blonde mc and I still hope love won’t be involved later on I feel like every single character in her played a role perfectly one of my favorite characters is Betty who was roped into such a shit situation I hope he can be free one day...I see a little bit of me in him won’t explain it though bc Im not here to talk about past trauma, the blonde character is someone I’m confused about though it’s as though he loves his mother? And his idea of love became so sick and twisted because he never felt it he never felt love he doesn’t know that to him the love that he has for Betty or for his brother isn’t real love. Or that’s what I think and like how he used Betty to project his mother onto him honestly the part where Betty kind of calms him down while on the bed and embraces him that part hit me hard how the blonde mc then thinks of his mother when she claimed ai down as a baby... my bad if it’s messy and all over the place idgaf not using commas and shit fuck that
And that he’s a good guy he just deals with some problems but then I read the comments and now I think he’s suspicious WHY CSNT I JUST BE HAPPY
The cmts made me feel sus over seme too .
Like i dont even know seme looks sus til they point out
first yaoi that makes me hate the sex scenes and gives me a reverse boner
Perfect description
Agree
So incest and on top of that stockholm syndrome??? Am I getting this right the mc loved his twin brother right but his brother loved the guy who would abuse them?? Also please tell me the boys is legal age I need time to recover
i don't think ichi loved fumi THAT way.
but yea, their relationship is pretty messed up
i haven't read this in a while, but i think danzo didn't abuse fumi??? all of them had it pretty hard
that doesn't excuse him for being a asshole tho
I think at that panel when where ichi got hard was him reacting to the smell of a the (a) man (he was reacting to it since, he yknow) and not realy ichi reacting to his brother in "that" way. I actualy have to read those two panels over and over again to get what he mean lololol
this manga is very interesting to say the least but damn i guess this is what happens when therapy doesn't exist lol
Delinquent. straight. player. who bottoms??? you just checked everything on my list thank you THANK YOU
Ikr! Feels like the author made it for me with how specifically tailored to my taste it is lol
Yeahhh at first when I thought he’s a top it would be weird but thanks god he didn’t ლ(´ڡ`ლ)
that long ass wait for that little ass ending