
listen….i read the last volume and the two sides of the first book…expecting to see some change in their relationship but BUT
I got so angry? Melancholic? Frustrated ?? When I saw when Ilay finally finds Tay he literally rapes him so badly that Tae actually starts sobbing and getting dizzy and nauseous (more so than usual) and he punches him and basically tortures him over a MISUNDERSTANDING OF ALL THINGS???!
It genuinely made me so sad because I heard that they get better but no?? Tay just gets used to his rape? In the sides he literally says that he learned to get used to just satisfying Ilay because he can’t say no to him ?? THIS MAN did NOT go SOFT AT ALL???

I haven’t read them all but like…come on towards the end?? Really? That’s still so disappointing
This is the same reason I couldn’t read roses and champagne like they just went on w their relationship despite the whole shooting thing, I reallly like this story man why’d it have to be like this?? Especially because they apparently been in a relationship for years by that point??

I’ve read all the novels and the first one is by far the worst one I’m not gonna lie. In the other novels ilay actually has character development and from what I remember *read the books over a year ago so sorry if this isn’t correct* ilay doesn’t rape him anymore and they actually start to build a bond and proper relationship. But of course I’m not 100% sure if they do since my memory is fuzzy

Checked the raws and basically….
The brother sees gunmu like a possession, he wants him back and to be all smiley only for him again.
BUT HES A PSYCHOPATH
When gunmu refuses to go back with him he shoots his thigh and kicks him out of the moving truck he’s saved by some random garbage collector guy but still I don’t think he meant to kill him but he defo not right in the head

https://snowmtl.ru/reader/off-track/42
HEREEEEEE

So I saw the new chap….guys we’re gonna be cockblocked AGAIN

well, I can't say I dislike the way things are going, 'cause... I mean, this drug thing opened a huge margin for the plot to head in a shady direction — like r* and stuff — but the fact that they're not going all the way just yet means the plot is deep enough not to go down an infamous path. and I just love that
I think all of you need to read the chapters from the start again to see how much of an as*hole JJK was….(is), this is HUGE progress on his part and I’m happy to see it.
Also the ones who say that Kim Dan should heal on his own first….listen I get where ur coming from but man the condition he’s in means he can’t do that himself. Would you willingly leave someone who was an alcoholic to the point of ruin and was sleepwalking into the SEA on his own?? quite literally there’s no one but jjk to take care of him Dan doesn’t have anyone else.
I’m glad he’s realised that dans condition is his fault and that he needs to fix him but he’s also aware that Dan is under no obligation to come with him so he’s grasping on straws. just I hope it goes on for a while you know? I hope they don’t just start to be all lovey dovey in like ten chapters