Honestly bl authors fail to realise bdsm ~can~ be healthy and in a loving relationship, that toxicity and abuse is not mutually exclusive with the dynamic. But this is just rape disguised as “bdsm” with toxic abusive dom bs and naive ml. Although I like the exploration of the ml’s past SA, I hope the author does down the path where they both explore and communicate a healthy kink dynamic, cause it’s something which can be therapeutic to sa survivors
This honestly broke my heart. Won’s paralysis in the face of his father, to Han-gun’s obvious change and reluctance due to fuck knows what his own father told him when he found out. The father is such a monster, abusive and homophobic, the fucking conversion type therapy was unbelievably sad and that end — honestly amazing the dad died, but also for Won to finally speak out, to express himself and ask his father questions only for him to never have answers or closure…ugh that time skip and the depression is not gonna be fun









What!!?? Only 1 more chapter left, I didn’t realise it would end so soon! Please say there’s lots to the side stories! My babies finally communicated and now I just want them to be happy…and have lots of sex