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Right?? I feel like Param just said something about being excited for the date. Param has to know Hwi likes him at this point and will be hurt by this. I hope Param realizes before it’s too late

I would feel sick anyway but now param has no excuses of being dense or being unaware of Hwi feelings, han pressed him to give him an opportunity (toxic af) but he was still free to chose and ending up doing what he’s doing with han just mean u thinking with your dick and nothing else

Ugh I know! Param please start thinking with your head and not your dick （/TДT)/

part of me still hope he will stop but that part is really tiny after today I completely lost faith in param actions

WHAT THE FUCK ??? HE FUCKED MR HAN WHILST DATING HWI ??? I’m so disappointed rn the story should focus on Hwi with a different better appreciative and LOYAL character

I’m pretty sure they aren’t officially dating. From what I gather, Hwi asks Param out on a date after the sexy apron scene. Then the next day Param has to go out on business and of course it’s with Mr. Han. Things get heavy and the chapter ends with the two of them at Mr. Han’s place. So no sex yet and I really hope it doesn’t happen.

yeah like other user said they not officially dating still param agreed to go out with him so he’s pretty aware of hwi feelings. From last chapter I got that at first param said he was seeing someone but then han ugly ass said some shit about giving him a chance and of course why not (I’m.so.mad.) basically now they in an apartment han already gave param a bj and it seems they’ll go all the way i lost hope for param to stop him tbh

yeah but they are hurting each other... i think that maybe as friends if this is even possible would be better
bc kyungsoo don't need to risk his own mental health but he can

they aren’t hurting each other? both of them were doing good and were clearly happy until last chapter, the breaking point was chowon past but chowon never had ill intentions towards kyungsoo and so him towards chowon

im talking about now (english is not my first language so sometimes i don't know what words to use well)
this moment both of them are not okay they need a new start a better one
one where chowon seeks or accepts help bc is not healthy to be together like this
like this they'll get nowhere they'll only get hurt
that's my point like i hope he gets help and get well bc i know what is to have trauma and be mentally ill so i know that's better to get help first than going into a relationship or at least be getting help and coming clean about what I'm going through

chowon already getting therapy or he wouldn’t have meds to take, he’s trying to getting better but it’s clear that he can’t do it all by himself. He’s completely alone, he doesn’t have any kind of emotional support from his family, and emotional support while struggling with mental health is essential. Rn the only person who truly cares about him is kyungsoo, spending time with him made chowon feel and behave better and it was shown. He already started his healing path by himself but he just can’t overcome everything with his own strength because probably it’s not enough

but doesn't look consistent the therapy (bc if im not mistaken he didn't look like he was taking meds when he was supposed to) i just hope that he can realise that he really has someone there
bc unfortunately when we keep pushing people away we only get more hurt with the outcome
i really hope his healing journey turns out to be a success and he can start a new journey with kyungsoo
but for now i just want to live to get better bc he deserves to get better and have better

the only one we love

I’m living for it