On ch 8 and Iām already disliking the mL. Bro wanted the maids to order his papers using an aristocratic classification method that commoners do not know without him teaching them and then had, before this, blamed them for it ??? Brother are u stupid. Like ok mc knows and heās wowed but like bro ? If youād told them what you wanted done w the room they wouldāve done it
Iām pretty sure most of those maids canāt read so they wouldnāt be able to classify them anyways and I think thatās why the instruction was to āorganize the room exactly as it was beforeā but yea I do agree he could def go about it in a better way (ļæ£āļæ£")
I always see books and manhwas describing women loaning a lot, and I know theyāre unrealistic, but people still moan and all. Iām someone who doesnāt make noise at all ? like maybe a little gasp at the end (yk) but nothing else at all Iām so fucking insecure about this, is it just me, or does this happen ? I remember one time a guy telling me i could Moan freely and I was so embarrassed (cuz I cant) and just gave an excuse is this normal
Itās unrealistic to the majority. These sort of stories make it seem as if women spasm in ecstasy from touching their breasts alone. Itās always this combo: Girl moaning like crazy and unable to talk, guy is silent and dirty talking to her. Iām not saying this canāt happen, but not everybody
Donāt be insecure about a standard created originally for the male gaze anyway even if itās in a story like this, thereās always influence. Had porn in general not been so centred on male perspectives you would have seen more male moaning - the general reactions of male characters in straight porn are pretty mellow and plausible, and always wanting to have sex. Have you ever seen an enthusiastic fmc during sex in these stories? Theyāre always asking the ml to slow down or stop, or stop touching them in certain places, or crying and just overall looking like theyāre not enjoying it whatsoever. Itās bottom barrel ass concepts, at least from what Iāve seen, round about āwomen mustnāt enjoy sex too openly but also the focus is entirely on their reaction and bodies when they do,ā like some big brother is watching these authors from their background posters subconsciously making them still somehow appeal to a misogynistic standard even when trying not to
And if a guy thinks thereās something wrong with you tell him to touch grass and reset his brain. We lose sight of whatās perfectly normal from a very misinformed ideal that favours what men like across the board. Donāt ever feel like you have to perform. Once you start faking, youāve geared it entirely away from something you should enjoy freely, thereās not a single human deserving of that. If you ever catch yourself wallowing in these thoughts, ask yourself why your brain isnāt demanding that heās vocal too and why he doesnāt feel pressure about it. Donāt be unfair on yourself
You ate that up į(Ā“Ś”`į)
I recently came across this male porn star (don't make me start, just check that Ryan Driller dude (ą¹ā¢ć
ā¢)Łā§ ) who always answers the question of "How to satisfy a woman?" in the interviews the same: "Just fucking LISTEN to what she ISN'T saying" and he is so right! It's not all about what we are vocal about, but the things that we aren't ā®(ļæ£ā½ļæ£)ā
And yeah, I'm also not a screamer, so... ā( Tļ¹T )ā
love you for writing this. it was real and comforting. I hope every female read this.
OH NY GOD ???? WTF OMG IM ABOUT TO YO INSANE !!!! THEY DESERVE THEUR HAPPY ENDING gIVE NY BABIES THEIR HAPOY ENDING
I think instead of liking the person, jun likes the idea of them, likes the power and influence they hold
Exactly, he had no problem moving on from 1 top dog to the next. All this time, he spent being obsessed but was easily able to move after Junwoo's fall from grace. He says it's due to survival but I doubt it..
I canāt stop crying fucking hell, this hurts so much I am so so so desperate for her to be free
And Iām a mawochist so Iāll go re read the whole thing
Even if the whole āhe falls in love, makes up for it,etc etcā, how do you overcome that past trauma ? If you get in a relationship, the anxiety, the worry, the nightmares or the paranoia ? Even with therapy, a happily-ever-after seems like a pipe dream
Real. Like someone suddenly being nice to you just because they realise how much they actually like you or how much they messed up doesn't just magically makes it ok nor does it heal the pain and trauma they left instantly.
i hope it doesn't go the way it goes like the other stories where they ended up together
Seeing how the author's previous work went I'm sure this will follow the same format.
well author-nim it's freaking 2025 you might want to change the ending
Itās so fucking funny that there are always little animals watching him fight like everyone else just accepts it lmfao, and they just keep on increasing ahaha
heās so obsessed w making the uke an omega. the reason heās pissed is because he assaulted him, bht he can otherwise take a knot. itās just off to me. iām sure there are alpha-beta couples and all, so he fact that heās trying to make him fake present ? makes me sad. he said heād already tried it all too, so heās been basically drugging him since a while ? itās sad that he canāt accept wooju as he is
Omg so the "drugging" part that jiheon mentioned before was actually on wooju???
only three chapters in and iām already done. this coming from someone whoās read and was fine with that yaoi side story for true beauty. the main character is so violent and so unlikeable. ugh. theyāre probably gonna give us a whole backstory about how the uke had done something to the seme in childhood and heās now raping him as some sort of sick ārevengeā.
I need more wtf this was soooo good