Chimera September 1, 2025 4:57 pm

I really like the story. Its very bittersweet and goes deep into what our main character is feeling. No tragedy ending.

More spoilers!
I feel like a lot of people are gonna dislike that Amon lives in the end and the Nine stays with him (and Gwen). If you like black and white stories this is not for you. But if you like complicated love (and hate) relationships this is a good story! And Nine takes a long time to accept(?) Amon and their potential future together (there is a timeskip after the end).

The story contains cheating-ish/ntr btw, and its not a true 3p, Amon amd Gwen never come to like each other, and no threesome happens. Gwen is also reincarnated, like the MC from I Can See Your Stats!, its apparently not super uncommon in this world. Love the lore and Im really looking forward to seeing other stories in this world.

Heres the link to the second part of the novel (which a link contains the first part of the novel, too lazy to put both)
https://kiwikiwikiwiki.wordpress.com/

    ........... September 1, 2025 7:06 pm

    oh my god, thank you so much for this. I was worried a threes*me is gonna happen LMAO

    Readstoomuch September 1, 2025 8:49 pm

    Please spoil me about the cheating/ntr part

    Chimera September 1, 2025 10:42 pm
    Please spoil me about the cheating/ntr part Readstoomuch

    So basically Nine sleeps with Gwen as an escape but also because he likes him, while still being with Amon. It turns out that Amon knew and chose not to kill Gwen, but Nine is in his mind was cheating on Amon and was scared that Amon would find out.
    He also spends a lot of time feeling guilty for being with them both, since if it was possible the both of them would like for Nine to only be with one of them. Personally i dont like cheating or ntr but it wasn't too bad. In the end they accept each other as necessary parts to keep Nine alive, but doesnt want to hear about the other.

    ally September 2, 2025 1:31 am
    So basically Nine sleeps with Gwen as an escape but also because he likes him, while still being with Amon. It turns out that Amon knew and chose not to kill Gwen, but Nine is in his mind was cheating on Amon a... Chimera

    wait so does na-in end up in two separate relationships with amon and gwen (like an open relationship type thing)? or is him hooking up w gwen a temporary thing and he’s just in a monogamous w amon at the end?

    Morii September 2, 2025 1:37 am
    So basically Nine sleeps with Gwen as an escape but also because he likes him, while still being with Amon. It turns out that Amon knew and chose not to kill Gwen, but Nine is in his mind was cheating on Amon a... Chimera

    Dang why was Amon so lenient with it? Is it because Nine likes Gwen?

    Me personally…but I’m not like Amon either, holding one captive so. It’s not black and white huh, I agree. Because at the end of the day, it’s not like Nine wanted to be with Amon and has explicitly said so, right?

    If so, then the relationship was forced upon. I wouldn’t really see it as cheating but it does feel icky.

    Morii September 2, 2025 1:40 am

    I don’t remember much. Someone said: “When he was afraid Gwen would steal Amon's attention from him made me feel a bitter taste on my tounge.”

    So MC thought Gwen was going to be liked by Amon? But then he slept with Gwen? MC is funny haha, lost me there.

    I hope you continue to spoil. I would love any spoilers, I really don’t enjoy stories with “cheating” themes even if the relationship didn’t start off good.

    Morii September 2, 2025 1:44 am

    Reread ch 10 and yeah, MC is quite funny. He hates that Amon might like Gwen, but slept with Gwen without a care for Amon.

    Can you spoil me what led to him sleeping with Gwen? Did a fight happen between MC and ML?

    Also I reread your post title and dang, a whole day reading

    mara September 2, 2025 2:44 am

    wait does nain end up with both amon and gwen? or just one of them? im sorry im confused

    Morii September 2, 2025 3:00 am
    wait does nain end up with both amon and gwen? or just one of them? im sorry im confused mara

    Both I think. But the circumstances are complicated.

    Traya jewel September 2, 2025 12:42 pm
    Both I think. But the circumstances are complicated. Morii

    So it don't ask don't tell polyship

    Doppye September 6, 2025 3:39 am
    wait so does na-in end up in two separate relationships with amon and gwen (like an open relationship type thing)? or is him hooking up w gwen a temporary thing and he’s just in a monogamous w amon at the end... ally

    Not quite? It's more so he accepted his fate. He understands he has so much love to give but much he hurts. He wants them around but do to their DBZ fight, he doesn't want to be reattached.

    Doppye September 6, 2025 3:42 am
    Dang why was Amon so lenient with it? Is it because Nine likes Gwen? Me personally…but I’m not like Amon either, holding one captive so. It’s not black and white huh, I agree. Because at the end of the da... Morii

    He (Nain) did.He actually approached Amon and convinced Amon to "be his first". And unfortunately it's common for Amon's species to go along as they are bonded with only one and only want their beloved's happiness, even if it meant them turning to others for pleasure.

    Doppye September 6, 2025 3:46 am
    Reread ch 10 and yeah, MC is quite funny. He hates that Amon might like Gwen, but slept with Gwen without a care for Amon.Can you spoil me what led to him sleeping with Gwen? Did a fight happen between MC and M... Morii

    Yeah lol. My gripe with Nain ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭. He doesn't want Amon to look elsewhere and wants to be monogamous...then cheats on him while still hoping Amon doesn't at another (⌒▽⌒). Like dude...and Gwen, if he is able to cheat of Amon, he's probably gonna cheat on you, bud.

Chimera May 15, 2025 9:39 pm

Btw its a bit less obvious in the novel, so do forgive Kim Dokja for being slow hahah (Or maybe Im just also slow ( ̄∇ ̄") )

Chimera March 4, 2025 4:19 pm

Really like how the mc looks, he and his love interest look like equals, like two dudes. It really breaks my immersion when one part of the couple looks like a feminine teenager, its much harder to get invested in the story then.

Chimera January 29, 2025 7:35 am

Whoever did the second upload destroyed the organisation of our dear uploader... shame on you, whoever it is (╯°Д °)╯╧╧

    Azal January 29, 2025 7:54 am

    Probably the bot that scrapes for chapters, since there's no uploader tagged next to the chapter.

    Super annoying tho, hopefully AkumaKira can get it removed eventually.

Chimera December 1, 2024 10:25 pm

I really do enjoy this story. I like Binhee a lot as a main character, she's strong and intelligent and have great integrity. And while the drama is sometimes frustrating, it's actually very uniquie and handled in a refreshing way. I don't know, almost always afyer reading a new chapter I feel really refreshed and intrigued of what's to come, which is very unusual. Its one if the few stories I cant help but keep reading even after waiting for awhile for new updates<3

    Chimera December 1, 2024 10:30 pm

    And while the romance leaves a bit to be desired, its also cute how they came to love each from supporting and lifting each other up instead of the usual "dramatic and heart-racing" romance thats out there. Its sweet, even though their relationship clearly have some flaws aswell.

Chimera September 9, 2024 10:30 pm

It had to end someway. Im glad they both found peace instead of continuing living in misery, leaving on a good note instead of a bad one. Im very proud of them actually haha

Chimera August 15, 2024 12:33 am

I love her so much haha, I love that she's actually mean and flawed, it makes her really stand out and she's super interesting. Honestly I would love to see her in another genre as well!!! Amazing FL all around ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ

Chimera July 31, 2024 10:58 pm

I love their translations so much, theyre so comfortable to read ( T﹏T )b ♡ it feels like a warm blanket for my brain

Chimera July 16, 2024 10:01 am

Hyeejin x Olalala dude = new side couple? If theyre compatible haha

    Chimera July 16, 2024 10:04 am

    Hyeejin might be a dude as well if she lied about her gender, but I wouldn't mind a cool female character either way if she's a girl.

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