
I decided to reread this and catch up on what I've missed since like chapter 3? And I'm so sad reading the last couple chapters ..the more I read the more I think "They aren't good for each other..?" But I don't want to think that way! Just the characters are planting seeds of unwanted doubt :/ I just hope everything will be okay very soon I don't think my heart can take much more

I've been putting off reading this for the longest time I'm both happy and upset that I did. I don't know what to feel at the end of this latest chapter. I ofc feel for Shou what he had to go through made me teary eyed with each page he was in pain and in tears but then there's Fuku.. Oh Fuku yes he's messed up in his thinking and actions but I can relate on that desperation level (but I would never go to his lvl lol) and the scene that got me feeling for him even more is when he got down to the ground and pleaded that hit me so hard. If I was Shou I would of just kept on walking but seeing what happened when he went to Fuku side was amazing. Seeing Fuku realizing what he had done to Shou and that last page where his face was completely heartbroken was gold. This story is a new favorite and a reread in the future. I don't know what kind of ending I want in this but I just want them both to find some kind of happiness? Together or not together I just adore both characters.

Yeah that did come to mind that he could be playing this out but through the whole chapter he was realizing what kind of mistake he created and becoming even more desperate. It makes me wonder what would he had done if he got Shou alone in a room again (scary thought:/) But if he is playing then I'm right in the palm of his hand xD I'm also weak for the really messed up crazy characters Dx
I can't wait to see the reaction when he finally understands the misunderstanding... It better be worth it for 39+ chapters..
Personally it was really worth it for me haha