Glasses confessed to him when he was a minor and he just told him to ask again when he's an adult, but in a way that didn't look like he was opposed to a relationship with him. He also says "you want me to say no? How could I? You guys weren't scared of me". So he's okay with them wanting him because they're special to him. Then when glasses is fingering him and he cums, he says "I thought it would be your first time, but I guess it's not?". So Ahjussi is gay? He does also immediately get into it and starts to suck red head's dick while he's being fucked in the ass. He's caught off guard, but not against it.
It looks like he was into them already?
So... From what I understand, Alicia thinks that there is a predetermined fate that everything was supposed to follow? But Ophelia doesn't seem to know what she's talking about? She had no idea what Alicia meant when Alicia said that Ophelia should be betrothed to Nicholas. She also had no recollection of "Ophelia's night". But she saw a future where Alicia died in a dream, two years of it. She also somehow divined Tantaros and it's location from that dream? She asked Alicia if the goddess had appeared to her too, so it's making me think that they both saw visions of that predetermined path, but differing ones since Alicia doesn't know what Ophelia's motivations or what the images she saw are and Ophelia said that Alicia isn't supposed to know that her power is keeping her alive.
It's still a mystery as to why she turned away there when Alicia's family was killed, right? Or did I miss something? I feel like I blinked and missed the whole attack part of the story. I just know Nix appeared and Ophelia wanted to help him despite Alicia's weird feeling about him, leading to the death of Alicia's family and all her hardship. I'm not sure where Nicholas gets off targeting Alicia as he has been if he understands why Ophelia is doing what she is. I guess he hates her because he loves Ophelia and she's badmouthing Ophelia? Even though she was just keeping up appearances when she put up the wanted poster/bounty and called Ophelia a whore in front of that noble lady? Does he think Ophelia has done enough to make up for what happened? I'm guessing there is some missing information we don't know yet. Right now he makes no sense. But if there is it makes me wonder why he hasn't said anything to Alicia to clear Ophelia's name instead of being passive aggressive like he has.
It's a typical regressor story where the FL didn't do well in her first life and died a terrible death because of the schemes of the antagonist, the queen. In this life she vows to get revenge on the queen and prevent the deaths of both her husband (the should-be crown prince) and her best friend.
Her husband is the heir to the throne, but his life is a living hell with the queen constantly getting in his way and abusing him at every turn. He was there for the FL at her worst time and now she wants to return the favor by helping him and making him king. The queen wants her son to be king and the current king is bedridden in a coma.
The FL's plan to get rid of Helen was honestly really badass and I like her calculative mind, it was funny/cool when she pissed off the queen on purpose as soon as she got there to get some attention off her husband and onto herself to protect him. I also liked how she handled her brother, though I hope she gets revenge on him eventually too.
The story has already made it clear that there's more to things than we are privy to at the moment. He's already said that he hated her "at first" and we saw that he was so on edge about... Something... That even while having sex he was actively watching out for threats
We also know that the saintess trapped him on earth the first time around, he mentioned that he would come to realize that only she could open dimensional portals, which to me screams that she refused to let him go home and then he got caught in the tedious societal structure he mentioned
At the end she said the video call was too fast so she didn't really hear or see anything, but she clearly heard stuff before that and asked "what are the two of you doing?" as he panicked and kept trying to get her to hang up
Was her saying that supposed to be a confirmation that she doesn't know or was it supposed to mean she's in on it and is complaining she didn't get to see because the call was too sudden? He tells her to let him sleep.
I'm so glad this is updating quickly because I'm just dying to find out what the hell is going on?!
Okay, so this latest update tells us that red head is STILL dating Hee Sung's younger brother after all this time?! Hee Sung doesn't even remember him and somehow he's involved with the top (not sexually, I just mean connected somehow) and is maybe the mastermind behind the whole fucked up situation going on over there? Apparently the top is also being held prisoner in there?
And any of you sympathizing with the top are simping. Yeah, he had a tragic past and is being held captive, that doesn't change anything. And I don't mean in the "what he did was bad" sense either, though that too, what I mean is that it was his obsession with Hee Sung, his choice to kidnap/rape/mind fuck/hypersexualize Hee Sung's body so he thinks he wants it. Red head does what he wants as long as he stays there and acts like a good boy, he wanted Hee Sung so he got him. Red head also just hates him, really fucked up even considering that detail that he's fine with all this happening to someone he hates, but I guess he just hates him THAT much.
I'll acknowledge the grey area here surrounding the top, because the implication is that he's mentally unwell. He's actually sort of child like, the story words this as "naive". He thinks his actions are okay, that he's just expressing his love to Hee Sung. He thinks all the kinky shit he's done to Hee Sung was to make him feel good and happy, he has that machine to validate his feelings that he's making Hee Sung feel good because he sees numbers that are supposed to indicate it feels good when that's really just physically. But think from Hee Sung's POV here... why should he care? Like come on guys, he's a third party. He didn't know this guy had feelings for him, had no say in what happened and he obviously wouldn't reciprocate given the homophobic showing we just saw. He's (the MC) an asshole, but at this point that's not even the point. He raped a homophobe and fucked him up mentally enough for him to become dependant on him (he's fighting it, but he's clearly caring what Jae yeun thinks of him now). It really shifted when he left him there for the whole day blindfolded and with the dildo in his ass. He started to break down, he experienced crazy loneliness till he just wanted him to answer and became hyper aware of his ass being empty from there.
I'm waiting to find out what's going on with the red head. It looked at first like the top and red head were criminals that do this stuff often. He kept giving the top advice and the top said no one has ever investigated him. What is going on?! Is red head a criminal? Is he actually just a high school connection dating MC's brother? Did he train the mentally unstable top to do all this to Hee Sung? How is the father involved? I get the feeling red head is hired by dad to keep the son quiet and out of sight since he was literally being experimented on.
I... kinda hate the red head. I get that his situation sucks, but what he did to both brothers is disgusting. Being a homophobe is not cool, neither is him outing his little brother, but it doesn't justify THIS. MC's just an asshole, that's all. He hasn't done anything yet to the point where it would push me to feel "whatever happens to him, he deserves it". He's just trash. It justified red head hating him, but that's it. People don't usually take "hate" to what we're seeing on screen. He's a psycho. He is lying to him about his brother leaving the country TO HIS FACE WHILE HE WORRIES ABOUT THE SAFETY OF HIS BROTHER while watching over the whole situation over there calmly. Are we supposed to feel bad for him? Because he just wants his boyfriend to be happy and he can't let go of his toxic brother? His brother was going to leave anyways. The bottom line here is that he loves his brother regardless of the bs, he doesn't want him being raped and mind and body fucked in captivity. Where is this going?! Because if Hee Sung is ever freed, surely he will find out who his brother is dating at some point and wonder why it's the guy he saw while held captive. Surely he'll eventually remember the guy from high school. Hee El will find out what he did to his brother. This just can't end well unless Hee Sung leaves and lives the rest of his life away from Hee El.
And if any of you think Hee Sung is like, "making progress" with the top. No. He was altered. He was not gay, he was literally ANTI-gay. He was mind fucked until he broke and is now dependant on him and his body is physically trained to want anal now. There's no implication so far that he was closeted or something, maybe in the future, but RN this is the story. He's being more lovable to him because of that, it's an illusion. He was trained. He was even actively fighting against being mentally trained and was still trained both mentally and physically. They could live the rest of their lives in a cozy countryside cabin making cute, sweet, "consensual" (since Hee Sung isn't fighting back and is even asking for it now) love and the reality of that would still be this dark shit. Maybe they will justify it by making Hee Sung closeted and this shit was necessary to make him accept that, but even that wouldn't really justify what happened since he doesn't NEED to accept it anyways. Why would he? Because the top loves him? Who cares? That's a personal problem.
Story aside... Really hot sex (rape tbh) scenes. The aesthetic of ch 32 was *chef's kiss*. That thrust!
First off guys, there's a lot of incest here. But it's gods so... That's pretty normal. There's Horus X Set (Set's nephew is in love with him since he was a child, he rapes Set twice so far in the story. He seems to be starting to fall for Horus, but it's still just implicit. There's nothing really substantial yet, just that he's started to be more caring with Horus).
There's Osiris X Set (Osiris is Set's brother. There's talk of them being "blood related" and they had a brotherly relationship with separate wives till Osiris blew the lid off everything because he ran out of patience, he's obsessive over Set. He sees that Set's idea of tying someone down is to have a child with them so he gets it in his head that he should impregnate Set to tie him to himself. He doesn't have the power of creation himself, so he borrows it, but it only allows him to create the body of a god, he cannot create a whole god. He has a way to solve this. Set's wife is in love with Osiris so he agrees to impregnate her if she gives him Set. She births Anubis. His plan is then to take Anubis's soul and place it in the child he plans to create in Set, making him pregnant with a complete god that he'll be forced to carry and love because it's his own son. This is stopped right before Osiris can do it).
There's Anubis X Set, though this one's more just because his son Anubis is messed up and doesn't remember Set for story reasons. And it's not like it's really a conscious thing. Anubis is mentally damaged by Osiris, who is constantly trying to use him to bring Set to the underworld so he can finally have him. You'll understand the nature of their relationship better once you get to it, it's not the same as the others so far who are in love with and obsessive over Set and raping him with that love being the reason. Imo things aren't really ramping up between Anubis and Set, there's still a feel of "we're just family" from Set and Anubis just feels out of it as the reason for his behavior. Horus seems to actually love him, Osiris "loves" him but it's obsessive to the point you just want him gone. Though ill admit that it *does* feel like Osiris would treat him well once they got past that point of no return and he had Set for good. In the case of Anubis, he just thinks "why does this guy act like he knows me? He's crying and clearly cares about me. Were we lovers?" and kisses him to see if that will spark memories. He then goes to Duat and becomes more mindless for a bit because Osiris did something, even being unable to talk and acting feral at times. This is when he starts sucking/licking on Set (like on his cheek. Seems primal/like Set's blood tastes good to him and he likes kisses) and biting him, that's the extent of their sexuality so far. Set gives him a kiss to persuade him to help them but it's a fatherly kiss to him
There's the unknown foreign god X Set. Which is honestly surprisingly satisfying? Their dynamic is very refreshing and he treats Set very well. The sex is also dubiously consensual rather than straight up rape like the other guys. Set is drugged up on aphrodisiacs. You know the cliche, he'll be in danger if the symptoms aren't handled so the guy "helps" him with that (while explicitly having always had intentions of having sex with Set, he approached him with intentions of making him his). Set does agree to it thinking it shouldn't hurt anything to receive the help. This pairing starts off with the god pretending to be one of Set's followers and following Set through a bit of a character arc as he faces his followers and their meaning to him.
There is the rape of Set by his followers, which was implied to have been Osiris's plan by Set, but Osiris denies it. Set says Osiris made it happen so he could extend a hand to Set in his worst state. Osiris says he is extending his hand because he loves him and couldn't stand what he was seeing happen. He is seen taking the souls of the rapists and torturing them in Duat personally so it seems he might actually be innocent here. The guy Osiris revived was just supposed to bring Set to him I guess, but the guy has personal motives, he wanted to see the gods squirm and that's why he had the followers rape Set. Not because of Osiris. He even says he is defying Osiris.
There is the rape of Set by the slave auctioneers, they jack him off and stick a dildo up his ass, but refuse to go all the way in because the virginity is meant for the customer. They were auctioneers "sampling their product", how "fine" it is without ruining it's value
I believe that's all the incest, rapes and loves so far (ch 140). Really don't know why or even HOW Set keeps getting raped this much?! He's supposedly the most powerful god aside from Osiris. Somehow Horus overpowers him? At least when he's demoted to demigod it makes sense that he can be overpowered by gods, but he's overpowered by humans?! Albeit using drugs...