
I feel... so... damn, how should I say it ? It was both disgusting and hot ? Like... Idk how I feel right now. The psychology behind the act is disgusting but the act himself was hot... I don't know how to put it. And the "babe" thing too... I know my wonderful and strong baby uke wanted him to just stop but saying this really did the opposite effect right... ? And the seme saying "I love you too" at the end I think he have a mental problem fr... and the man's actually jealous toward his fellow comrades although he told them to fuck him, damn, such a shitty ass seme. And what of the next chapter... ? They seem to going at it again, will they still fuck... ? Σ(  ̄□ ̄||)

I read a lot of yaoi, maybe not all the most popular but damn, I never saw such a stuborn seme in my life til now... Gosh, man is so stubborn he KNOW he's in love but will never accept it... or at least not until something incredibly atrocious hapen... I thought maybe when uke was about to die in the fire I really thought it will trigger something in him, and it actually did, for the worst xD wtf... Man talking about uke saying "it" now... damn. But I think, in a sick way, he's even more in love now... I mean, look at it like I do, the more he love him the more he treat him like f trash, damn, that's so toxic, that's probably the most toxiv thing I ever read woah. But still, every chapter I feel so sad xD but I love the drawings so much, I love the sex scenes too, I mean not the way he treat uke but with the drawings, omg I really love how the coloring is done fr... but that shit's so toxic fr... sigh. Of course general is absolutely lovely but I'm not delusional so I'm just not thinking about him at all :')

Oh my goood xD Baby uke stood up for himself ! I didn't thought he was like that but damn ! He can defend himself... First I thought the black hair was in a relationship with seme (a casual one) but I'm starting to think he's really a weirdo stalker... Well, I didn't like him anyway. We'll find out about that soon i guess.

What a rollercoaster... Whatever is everyone opinion I just want them to be happy please(/TДT)/ and I can't wait for the side stories OMG ! I was so afraid when I saw "see you next year for the side stories" I was like "wtf I might be dead!!!!" and I just remember it's next month nvm... I'm just dumb. Damn I just want to see their everyday life in the side stories... I'm a smut reader first and foremost but just this once... I'll accept peaceful days of their daily lives (▰˘◡˘▰)

I love this uke ! I already said it, but he never disapoint me ! He's so strong, I love him fr ! Everything is toxic of course but it's the only uke I actually look up to, not beeing weak and all even though he have all the reasons to because his life is shit omg... Poor uke I hope he'll be happy with his brother...
Me seeing the TG at the beginning : Oh, isn't it always non consensual anyway in this manhwa... ? I mean... he's always crying his eyes out for real here, not just *cUtE lIl' CrOcOdIlE tEaRs uwu" and I'm like, this manhwa is actually pretty disgusting... but knowing her other manhwa I'm like *it figures* then also see the TG "BDSM not like in real life* then it's just not BDSM x'D wtf are you saying ???? sigh.
Me seeing the F*CKING rape scene and I'm like OK BYE B*TCH !
Me who keeps reading : seme wants to force uke into penetration. PLEASE STOP THAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT. Uke please, I know you don't talk to much but even though he's (seme) a piece of shit, please tell him about the rape part ""maybe"" something will change IDK(/TДT)/ save yourseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeelf !!