I can honestly say I've read some pretty messed up yaoi sex scenes but.. this is the first I actually skipped through.
Machida-kun makes me want to be a better person.
Whenever my pms symptoms emerge i actually read this manga instead of taking midol.
If Kyon doesn't make it... I'll personally make dozens of fan art where Mr. Ryan suffers horrible deaths because of how terrible he was to the innocent Kyon.
I defs want to see those fanarts whether he makes it or not (☆▽☆)
If Kyon tries to commit suicide... I'm gonna lose it. LOSE IT!
To bad bro he going to (just spoilers)
wait seriously? he will? nooooo!
Stfu with ya spoilers, were having a moment rn ╥﹏╥
WHY?! WHY BUM?! WHY?! WHY DID YOU SAY NO??!! WHY??!?!
Bitch he was abused thats why. Damn. Why a victim cant say no to a "super hot" abusive guy?
Bruh.. he felt disgusting to the point he attempted to kill himself.. He thought he was disgusting because sangwoo said so.
I know we want smut but imagine bum, weak from blood loss, feeling like he doesnt deserve to leave because hes revoltingly unclean.. and sangwoo obviously too rattled to thinkand act right at the moment. Bum wants to be loved where he would feel loved not.. fudged roughly just cuz of some sudden burst of emotion. ._.
This. Plus they just talked about rape, so that's totally a boner-killer for the victim. I really want them to fuck for real, though.
I know, I know. You're completely right but.. come on! He's been practically begging for it throughout the manga despite everything he's been through and yeah I know harsh words like 'your disgusting' are hard to get over but we've seen he's sexually hungry and a tad unstable in the head so can't he just give in?! I mean.. it would completely be loyal to his character and he's been able to get over some pretty ugly stuff already.
Lol dont get me wrong, I too want them to fudge.
But i guess circumstances before were different. You know the mood and stuff.
Tho to be honest, there really were times that they couldve done it.. like in the hottub in the hotel or when sangwoo was warming up to bum in the first chaps but this chapter. But yes, he did cope with his being limp,murderer and other things but i guess being called 'disgusting' by sangwoo, who he loves the most is like a headshot for him. Its like for bun, he must work again to gain sangwoos favor/approval and the like cuz he just feels so shameful, unworthy and wrongfully guilty and i think he didnt want to taint sangwoo with his filth so he rejected him. Hes just not feeling it this chapter. Too weak to endure it too... so im kinda glad it didnt happen this chapter (BUMS Life>Smut anyday bruh). XD realistically he should be a vegetable right now from the bloodloss but look at him. Have more patience lil padawan they will fudge someday *-* sangwoo is weak and pitiful right now...bum might take it upon himself to make him feel better.(this martyr ;u;) but eh.. you never know. But first.. koogi must get all the rest she needs ^u^
For a second there I thought we would get to see yellow eyes on the bottom and, with the expressions he showed this chapter I think it'd be crazy hot.
Yellow eyes is even saying the same exact words the MC said back in high school (explains the "so sexy" and "so hot" etc.) which shows just how obsessed he was/is with the MC and their time in the warehouse. Also, does anyone else think by the end of this yellow eyes will give the MC a matching scar?
I might be slightly okay with this if yellow eyes showed some more emotion, I mean come on, enough with the blank face.
That's his mask but he's actually pretty fragil
If its late and you have something to finish or something to do tomorrow like, I don't know, midterms to study for, just save this for a rainy day when you have time for 42 chapters and a crappy ending.