I relate so much with the MC, I grew up in a religious family and at first thing were normal (i thought it was) but then my mother started pushing it too much. It have gotten to the point where when I wake up, what I eat, when I wash my hair and clothes all are decided by my religion.
Even when I was a child I was so scared of angering god because I thought they will punish me by giving me bad luck. I started connecting every little failure and set back to me not praying to God.
It was suffocating and it still is, i don't wanna blame god for my shortcomings and I feel guilty for even praying for good life to god because I don't completely believe in them











Ok now things are finally getting interesting again!! But ptj please give James his old hair color because he looks like Daniel in that hair color