
Even though I was able to understand my mother's love, I felt oddly burderned. Her love was only ever expressed by speaking negatively about other people, and sometimes those spiteful words were in turn thrown at me
I don't ever remember doing something as bad as she makes it out to be. What is it that makes you feel so wronged all the time?

I might as well use this opportunity to express my confusion and disbelief in these past chapters. It started off with a very fast storyline, which was easy to follow, but then they added new characters who bring no extra value in the manhwa, or in the process of the main relationship except for supporting the main characters and babysitting the uke. I am also confused as to where the bad "brother" stands in wanting the uke. I know that he kind of wants to possess him, however, that's all to it. I cannot sense any romantic feelings towards the uke, only his urge for him to possess the uke and keep him away from everyone. the last thing which bothers me is the side relationship which we can't prevent. Don't get me wrong I know that they are not blood-related or atleast that they don't share full blood. but having this side relationship while a lot still isn't clear with the main storyline is confusing and not satisfying for me to read at times when it gets uploaded, and this is simply because I want some clearance with the brother instead of smut scenes which I see more than my own family at this point.
as for the art... It's good, however, I also noticed the child-like features which keep being more refined as every 10 chapters pass by. And tbh I didn't notice at first, but then I compared the art with the first chapter, and indeed it has changed A LOT. But this is the illustrator's way of experimenting with new ways to make the characters look more appealing to the audience. So it doesn't bother me, and I don't think it should be considered as a reason for me to quit reading this manhwa, BUT ALL OF THE REASONS ABOVE KINDA DO?,,,
NOT THE YAOI TUTOR, I AIN'T READY FOR THE "NO CONSENT" CHAPTER