
Chapter 19 was so sweet
Spoilers/ long Analysis ahead
1. Chaejun cuddling Seunghyun using the excuse of keeping him warm
2. Seunghyun getting upset at the thought that Chaejuns feelings for him aren’t genuine
3. Chaejun holding Seunghyun closer when apologizing to him, knowing it’s his fault Seunghyun got sick (AC)
4. Chaejun shyly hiding his face behind Seunghyun after saying he’s gonna do what he wants
5. Them accidentally pressing their faces too close and getting shy and blushing
6. Chaejun shamelessly taking advantage of Seunghyun’s coughing to awkwardly flirt with him
7. Seunghyun refusing to let the nipple thing go even when they make up, and Chaejun’s little “Can’t I?”, insinuating he has every right to suck his nipples in his sleep (he lied in chapter 16). This is the best line in this chapter, it’s possessive and confident but delivered in such a low effort way
8. Chaejun initiating just a kiss, but Seunghyun going further and not wanting to stop (the rubbing on the D?? Sir???)
9. Seunghyun freaking out about being caught but Chaejuns just looking at and reacting only to him.
Their feelings are all out in the open in this chapter.
At this point Chaejun knows Seunghyuns feelings run deeper than he admits because imagine fighting, then putting space between the two of you, and your situationship comes to find you while he’s sick and you know the journey is physically difficult for him (ch 9). We know what you are Seunghyun. And Chaejun is just Chaejun, forever loving and greedy with him.
The author really knows how to draw out the little details that create such sweet moments

Wanted to just say that it looks like something from chapter 19 was missed since it was skipped but in chapter 19 Chaejun admits that he did indeed touch Seunghyun while he was asleep.
With that in mind I have a theory as to why Chaejun said what he said about the condoms probably not fitting.
This guy lied about not touching Seunghyun while he was sleeping back in chapter 16, do we really trust him to be honest about whether a condom really would fit or not? He probably just wants to touch Seunghyun with nothing in between them. My boy may be a great guy but he’s also greedy and not above lying to hide his lust for Seunghyun.
Plus he only has Seunghyun to go on for how to put on a condom, and Seunghyun said he’s never put on a condom(cuz he also has no experience?). In ch 14 (or was it 13) Seunghyun partially puts on the condom, incorrectly, then it disappears. So Chaejun only has that to go on, its possible none of the condoms will fit if he doesn’t put them on correctly given how big he is. Im leaning towards he just doesnt want to use them lol, but thats my speculation
“Art is meant to disturb the comfortable and comfort the disturbed” I think applies here
yes yes
Yass queen