If anyone is looking for something similar, I recommend
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/my_hyung_s_lover/
Uke who is sexually abused by someone close to him and prefers rough sex bc of it, and virgin seme who loves him. Although the rec is even more on the traumatic side
Everyone needs to understand how cute they are. Im suffering from this knowledge and so should you:
In chapter 26, Chaejun and Seunghyun are taking a shower together, and they’re playing around teasing each other. Seunghyun dares him to spray him with water saying that he knows Chaejun won’t do it.
In the midst of that, Seunghyun considers his relationship with Chaejun, thinking that Chaejun seems really serious about him. He rejects his old hypothesis that Chaejun was faking insomnia and messing with him, thinking back on all the things he did for him, from always taking care of him and buying a bed for the two of them, and now believes that Chaejun is genuine towards him. And he wonders if it would be okay to be with Chaejun forever. Seunghyun then BLUSHES and smiles HAPPILY, concluding that if Chaejun is by his side for life, it would be okay and fun.
And ofc Chaejun being the troll that he chooses to be when he’s not being the perfect hubby, ruins the moment and sprays Seunghyun in the face with the shower head, asking Seunghyun why he thinks he wouldn’t do it lmao.
Wait.is this the ending?hahah
No there’s more. I think ch 27 is the latest chapter so far. It’s just a cute moment I wanted to share
I adore horny ukes who take the lead.
On another note they have become one of my fave BL couples and I got merch of them from harumio :)
A spoiler from what I could glean from the comments in chapter 16 and a bit of MTL from ch 16&17:
In chapter 16, they have a little misunderstanding (on Chaejun’s part as usual). Seunghyun is spoiled as heck living with Chaejun who even massages his feet, and Seunghyun’s face is literally glowing. But he wonders if Chaejun is behaving like a boyfriend because he thinks theyre dating so he asks him.
But at the same time he asks, Chaejun blurts out that he agrees to marry Seunghyun. Seunghyun is understandably shocked, asking him where marriage came from, to which Chaejun replies that Seunghyun proposed to him, doesn’t he remember? Well it turns out that it was because Seunghyun said they should live together forever, and Chaejun took that as a marriage proposal lmao.
I havent gone further than this but it doesnt seem like Seunghyun even wants to date in chapter 17, whereas Chaejun is so ready to marry him lmao. I love service tops who get easily attached and are completely about that domestic life with their bottoms.
Okay correction this is what i understoof from the raws i used a translator as well that i pay for and the translations are pretty close to officials though ofc not 100%
DO NOT READ THIS IF YOU DONT WANNA BE SPOILED I AM CORRECTING FROM WHAT I UNDERSTOOD AND ALSO WHAT ELSE HAPPENS AFTER THE STORY! BUT ILL POST ANOTHER WARNING BLOCK!
So basically they got drunk after the presentation and seunghyun said some things like lets get married (i dont know if he was drunk talking or joking about it since he was like chaejun is housewife material im curious if the english translation will say lets get married or if itll say ill live here forever though but i could have sworn he said both) and he said something about them getting a bigger bed (they hooked up ofc) they went to ikea to look at mattresses even (seunghyun forgets everything before this and was like why we going here)
BREAKING THIS UP IN CASE YOU DONT WANT SPOILERS FOR LATER CHAPTERS !!!! DO NOT KEEP READING IF YOU DONT WANNA KNOW!! WARNING AGAIN !!! (๑•ㅂ•)و✧(づ￣ ³￣)づლ(´ڡ`ლ)ヾ(☆▽☆)(⊙…⊙ )(⌒▽⌒) ╮(￣▽￣)╭ （￣へ￣）
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and later in chapters 22/23 chaejun reveals that he built him a king size bed (and then they have an amazing crazy sex scene and seunghyun gets scared after they were cuddling all night) chaejun gets hurt and seunghyun fusses over him snd then seunghyun gets hurt and chaejun fusses ovee him they are literally so cute and stupid.
Seunghyun got cold feet twice and tried to distance himself but chaejun is letting him set the pace. As of the latest chapter, it looks like seunghyun is going to just go with it and not try and run away again and they finally kiss and Chaejun is horny asf and hes sooooo clingy
I got too excited i might have gone overboard in my first reply i brokenit up into sections sorry this is my current hyperfixation
Was reading over old comments for Unsleep (cuz Im that insane about this story), I totally missed on your reply ahaha. Thanks for sharing I was a bit confused about what was happening in chapter 22 why Seunghyun pushed him away again!
Oh my is this how we’re starting off the new year? With a pure squirting top? Yes please!
That was… so peak. Wow. Very toxic, but more importantly the emotions of loneliness and obsession were so well conveyed. It’s def not everyone’s cup of tea and everyone in the story is a victim…. But it’s also very human
This is one of the stories with a plot twist that makes you have to read the whole thing over with the right perspective. The out of place longing and fond gazes at the funeral in the beginning now make a lot more sense. Author plays with emotions, forces you to empathize, and reel back from the shock.
Whoever called it that the guy sitting across from Raymon looked like Winter some chapters back has some sharp eyes.
I thought Sunwoos dad said he's never been in a relationship. The kind of dad that does thorough background checks? Huh
Ikr if someone were to say that to my pretend marriage partner, I would 180° turn and call the shit out of them cause why are you lying right in front of my macaroni salad?
The timeline is all over the place so it’s a bit difficult to tell who initiated first. But I dont think Kakine forgave Keidai because he’s “dumb”
I think Keidai has always had a crush on Kakine and was the one to seek him out and ask him on dates, and trying to get closer to him. He blushes a lot around him, and is very self conscious being near him. Kakine doesn’t hypnotize him into having feelings for him these were all there from the beginning and Keidai clears that up in chapter 6.
And Keidai does initiate physically when he’s not hypnotized, he takes Kakine’s hand and touches his chest with it and he’s even seen agreeing to masturbate together. But every time Keidai does initiate, Kakine can’t handle it (i dont understand his thought process) and takes that control away from him and erases his memories even when Keidai is conscious and consenting.
Keidai is self-admittedly not the brightest but he understands his own emotions and how to emotionally connect to Kakine after the truth comes to light. He’s not dumb enough to let Kakine convince him that his emotions are not his own. I cant stress this point enough, Kakine tries to convince him his feelings are not his own, and Keidai rejects that and then proceeds to tell him that what he did wasn’t right, he needs to express himself out loud too.
Keidai liked Kakine before all the dubious contact under hypnosis, and that crush only grew from all the time they spent together, and Keidai chooses to spend time with him. He’s aware of his own feelings and won’t even let Kakine convince otherwise. And fascinatingly, Keidai is also kinda twisted lol, at the end he admits he likes it when Kakine messes with him.
Keidai isnt dumb. He’s in tune with his emotions and what he likes. And he likes Kakine.