Poor thing. I understand the whole rut but I still feel bad, as if it wasn't ABO and he wasn't warned what would happen and everything it would definitely cross the line. Especially because my boy literally felt like he was dying, even though I know he wanted to be there, his body, mind, and feelings weren't on the same developed page. He needed more processing before this happened. Ash was definitely out of his mind, but you definitely know those are his true feelings yet he definitely feels guilty over losing it and would rather have Kyle enjoy everything too. Even if in Lye's mind he likes it, he felt humiliated and as if it isn't 100% right on his body, as his nature of an Alpha too. I'm all for Alpha x Alpha roles, but I do see how it's difficult. Ash is just way more dominant and Lyle not as much but that doesn't take away from his status either.
Overall, I do love them and they love each other wholeheartedly. Even though Ash's rut was rough, I hear there is one more chapter after this. I do wish communication would still be more clear between those two. Ash expressing his desires beforehand and Lyle accepting his feelings with communicating them to one another. They would both probably feel a lot less internal guilt.
This was an insane read so early in the morning. Pretty on par with Ligma Syndrome (that one is arguably way worse) but more permanent in their traits. These poor alphas getting involved with crazy. （￣へ￣）
I was set thinking this was completed! I am happy for more side stories~ (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
This update really brightened my night. They're so real for being up for anything with a Beefed bottom... my friend and I fr...
Magical boy seeing the Dark Lord for the first time is just like me fr... He's just like me (￣∇￣")
Oh, my sweeties. How I shall long for a side story or 500 ｡:ﾟ(;´∩`;)ﾟ:｡
Apologies about this message in advance--
ASH'S ACCOMMODATING IS AWAY RN DNAKKZKSKSMS like yEESH he told you to go sweet Lyle but this is literally what you signed up for This is so good, I feel for Karlyle but also... this is right up my alley. If he just let go of the overthinking and gave in, bOY WOULD THIS BE GOLDEN--
This pos ass cop is literally still like this? Whatever-- I'm so excited to see my darling baby bear Mokhwa again. ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶
I do admit they're making him "silly" but he's still so selfish it's eughhh.
I loved the hint of yuri haha, I hope they get a spin off. Congratulations to the happy couple!
Bless older big titty ukes. And a DILF?? Okay, I get it. I am sat.
I had this on my reading list for a while and I'm glad to have been able to read it in one go! Clark's character was very consistent and even so, it still shocked me! I am so glad it ended the way it did. Alex was deeply disturbed and even with his past sob story the author didn't use it as an excuse but an explanation.
I loved this so much, I do feel bad but it was honestly just perfect of an ending you could get with this. I first thought prison would be best but there's something poetic about this ending instead.
A revenge plot usually isn't even my forte as it's usually written as cruel and crude as possible.
I'm glad this ending wasn't tragic and ended on some kind of loose hope. Clark cared the most in the world about his friend, the psychiatrist. He loved him, the only person he really claimed was his friend after everything. You can't even say the Inspector, as close as he gotten with the stress of it all, Clark would claim was his friend that wasn't for his manipulation to care about him in case something happened to him.
This story is full of sad unfilled people doing whatever they want to try and fill that hole. Even the psychiatrist, he knew his patient was a murderer and instead of reporting him, he had a "I can save him" complex that got him killed, and a looser extent when he was swindled for trusting others that were overtly harmful. Clark will probably deep down hold guilt over that. He's smart enough to know, it wasn't his fault and did everything in his twisted mind to prevent that but didn't take in the account of how unstable Alex is and his warped perception of his own reality. He believed that only he was at risk and when he realized he wasn't, he, in my opinion, lost his upper hand.
Clark thought he would be able to control this situation, like he has all his life it seemed. Ending with his final resolution. You see moments of Clark actually feeling way more than his disposition lets off, especially when alone. I do feel like, even if not hinted at and spelled out at times with the ring, I do love that this story didn't hold your hand completely in their minds to read this work.
I definitely rate this 5/5! It wasn't very graphic and felt the right amount of tension and suspense that kept you wondering how will this end. If you have yaoi brain, you might have felt some shock too at this outcome that is definitely satisfying! No one ends happy in this yet, it doesn't seem like the final chapter of Clark or the Inspector's lives even if it may feel like it in the moment. And that, makes me glad.
THE HONESTY, THE TENDERNESS, THE LOVE, THE COMPASSION, THE "GOO?" I am losing my mind over this, so cute. They're all so so cute. Good job, team.
Too bad they couldn't finish lmAO
Another story where I wish the MC ended up with the friend and not the ML. Why do authors do this...? Genuinely? Do people really like this horrible trope of an awfully gross ML over a genuinely caring friend who has been nothing but helpful and supportive? Man...