im still crying and just overall having a bad chest ache over this story, all of the emotions were so so beautifully conveyed and i found myself also affected by his death, like he was a part of my life too. funny how 7 chapters can do so much gosh its been so long since ive cried so hard over a story (aside from 2Ha)
honestly, it was one of the best potrayals of hypersexuality as a trauma response in any of the media i have read. never in my life would i get so hooked on reading more because im just so amazed that it is real. its so beautifully written and presented in a way that anyone could understand and make it make sense to realise what mc’s trying to do to live.
woo’s way of trying to ‘desensitize’ himself and sujo’s way of ‘until i get bored of it’ paired well together. they were a pairing i knew would form best sexually.
woo’s ‘fetching mother bird’s love’ and boguk who is the one with most love to give also paired well, which initiated a pairing i knew would work romantically.
then again, i honestly could also see woo going back with bitch ass noyeol because stockholm syndrome is just a heck of a psycological issue.
overall, this book was good.
so fresh, so precise and so good at the same time! I couldnt stop reading it at all because i was so heavily invested on both chulin’s and ziming’s growth as a person.
the way they became each others pillar of support no matter how bad the situation was makes me jealous asf!
i do miss pei, the megane bartender, xin and feng qin tho










STOP THE COUNTTT LET HER STAY BABY PLSSS I DONT WANT HER TO GROW UPWPWOFNWNFNWNFJWNS
IJBOL STOP THE COUNT???