Wow, that hurts! How often can you fall in love and then find out that these feelings are never, really never mutual before your heart simply dies? I am shocked and amazed at the same time by Yiyoungs ability to still be able to love with such a naive and honest feeling. Please, Director Kang, don't disappoint us and make our baby happy at last! He deserves it!
Speaking from my own experience, I can say that it's not that hard xD I keep being naive and believing in innocent love despite everything, so I can definitely relate to Yiyoung
I'm really amazed by Yiyoung too.. I can proudly say that I'm a coward when it comes to "Love".. One time I had a friend that I considered "best friend" or more like a sister to me even though our friendship was only about 2 years at that time.. She suddenly started to ignore me even when I talk to her.. And one day I was trying to talk to her then she literally "Exploded" at me.. She didn't tell me why she was angry or what have I done wrong to her.. From that day I stopped talking to her.. or it's actually the other way around.. I was too scared to start a conversation with her because I was afraid I'll upset her.. And I thought waiting for her to calm down and let her be the one to talk first would be the best solution... I waited and waited and waited but she never talked to me.. She was in the same class as me (my school consists of middle and high school together in the same building.. And students in each class remains together for 6 yrs because they order students by their names).... I had to spend 4 yrs with her in the same class.. Whenever I looked at her I felt like my heart was getting crushed by pain.. And I still whenever I remember her I feel like I'm suffocating.
Lol I wrote a lot so I'll continue in another reply XD.
And so I thought.. If losing a friend hurts that much then what about "Love".. I'm sure my heart won't be able to take it if I got hurt again, and I'm not sure if I'll ever be able to recover from a new wound.
So I put a rule in my life "not to consider anyone as best friend until our relationship lasts longer than 5 yrs without a single fight.. And to never fall in love till I die".
Few years ago I started talking to a guy that I got to know through "Amino app".. He was also an Otaku, he was soooo polite and very gentle with everything he says.. And we had a lot of similar favorite things.. So I started to have a crush on him without noticing myself, and once I noticed it.. I cut off all ties with him because I was scared.. I was scared that if our friendship turns to love then I will get hurt if something bad happens, like break-up.
I know many people will say the way I'm thinking is wrong.. And I'm depriving myself from something good.. But still, I know my heart better than anyone else, and I know even though I'm emotionally strong in every aspect of life (even death).. I'm still very weak with emotions such as love (￣△￣；)
I'm sorry, the thing with your friend is tough. I can understand why you're afraid. Love is wonderful when it is given by both partners, but as soon as it is one-sided or something we love is taken away, it becomes the worst feeling in the world. All the more I admire Yiyoung. He is not afraid of the feeling of loss, but simply lives what he feels.
A person faints right in front of your eyes and lies like dead on the street.
Me: Get a heart attack and scream inside as I try to help.
Character in BL-manhwa: Oh, wow, he's really handsome *fallsinlove*!
I'm once again amazed by yaoi logic!
We aren’t enough to fully understand their logic, we can just step aside and watch carefully (〜￣△￣)〜
Lol if it was someone this hot you would notice. Hehehe
I think the translator's note at the end of this chapter is a really good summary of what we all are thinking right now.
So, there's this guy who has sex with a guy and at first thinks of this guy as his old school friend he was in love with, which he is, but denies it and eventually asks his brother to pretend to be this classmate so that his crush will in the future think of his brother as the guy he was in love with during his school days, while he thinks of the guy who is actually his old classmate as the brother of his former childhood love - which will create quite a lot of blatant trouble. Thank god, dear BL genre, I love that you never make it too easy for yourself!
Me, seeing the word "uncensored": *breakingmysmartphonewhileclickingonitlikecrazy*! That was a wholesome experience!
Wheeew, am I the only one thinking that this got a little bit out of hand? Can you even survive such an amount of sex ?
You can't undo what happened between Eunwoo and Wonho, because those were terrible things, but, and this is just my personal opinion, Wonho and Eunwoo fit together much better than Wonho and Min-Ki, because they both know the dark side of the industry. Min-ki and Taeyoung, too, have always known only the success and the pleasant aspects. Min-Ki wouldn't be able to really understand Wonho's pain. I really wish that Eunwoo and Wonho would find a way to each other. The two could draw a deep understanding for each other from a relationship.
This is why I want Minki and Taeyoung to open their eyes. Yes they are lucky, they are protected because they have good connection. Nobody ask them to lick some asses to succeed. Eunwoo should stop helping his nephew and destroy that director. We’ll see how they will deal with no support.
Yep, as much as Taeyoung denies he was aided by Eunwoo, the man is deluded if he think he just magically got where he was from his own hard work.
"Holy-! He's doing it!"
Me too, Niel, me too, these are exactly my thoughts! This chapter left me more breathless than any BL manga could with an explicit sex scene. I mean, this is "just" a shônen ai and I'm sitting here at 1 am in the night and giggling unrestrained into my pillow. Author, what are you doing to me?!
I've never read a yaoi before where at the beginning I hated the seme so much but after reading 32 chapaters I'm so in love with him. I mean, princess style?! Really?! Excuse me, I'm dead!
Why do all manhwa / manga with tattoo content in it take a turn in the direction of some seriouse shit?!
This is my first tattoo manhwa but I'll take your word for it