Art is beautiful. I love the highlighting of the sex district and sex work culture and life of Kabukicho! Things I didn't like.. the ML was super pushy and weird sometimes. Actually no he was terrible he acted like he was gonna r*pe MC to scare him.. just because he's in the sex work industry doesn't mean he has to go through that and act normal after? NO FUCKING WONDER GE DIDN'T TRUST ANYTHING YOU DID AFTER !!; And I'm pissed at this weak MC after he booked him under a fake alias for his first bottom night in the market and forced himself on him pretty damn fucking roughly but because you say you can't trust him YOU'RE supposed to be the one to feel guilty and that you hurt his feelings? HE HURT YOU PHYSICALLY AND PSYCHOLOGICALLY WTF??? Nah nah I couldn't enjoy it after that chapter cause wtf all the MCs worries and concerns where so damn fucking valid. He's lived in Kabukicho for years. He knows how host are. Just because he may be an exception doesn't automatically make him a green flag to be trusted 100% like TF was he expecting after doing that shit to MC? I speed read through the last two chapters. It went shit midway and it notched off like 2 stars.
I waited for an update for so long and cute update extremely wholesome !! You just know some freaky shi outdoor sex is coming next chapters LMAO ALSO omg Gozu looks so much younger with his hair down?? Edit: also Eve sending a tsunami level wave at Gozu while playing in the water BOY CALM DOWN?? LMFAO ALMOST TRIED TO DROWM HIM
Anyone speaking bad of Jaewon can never read a story with good character development cause they can't get past their first impression of a character. I've said what I've said. He's not a green flag in the slightest but compared to all the other famous BL ML's he's a fucking Saint here rn. He's a lukewarm yellow flag. Or a gray flag for morally gray character. And I guess I LOVE morally gray characters. Characters that are just perfect green flags are so weird to me cause everyone and I mean EVERYONE has their flaws + pros and cons. Nobody is perfect. Jaewon is a great character and I love his growth so far and I'm sure he will grow even more and mature!! After all they're in their twenties I'm sure maybe towards the end or a time skip prologue could show them older and probably their reflection in how stupid and naive they were.
Now back to the topic of this recent chapter I'm so glad he realized his feelings but he's too logical silly boy he doesn't believe in love even when he's self aware.. I relate so hard cause people who are extremely self aware of their trauma and flaws can rationalize everything sometimes to the extreme so normal means of communication or therapy DO NOT WORK. We already know what the issue is with ourselves we just don't know how to go about it/fix it/grow from it! He's so in love but he thinks it's just a little crush and he'll get over it. IT'S NOT THAT EASY. Especially when he's literally ROOMMATES with his first love and he's around them all the time. I wish seriously we get some growth from Eunho because he's barely shown any and it's starting to get slightly annoying you are a grown man. EVERYONE LOVES YOU. Like literally everyone around him adores him especially his bandmates. I hope he can leave to accept help AND stand up for himself. But God from the raws shits hitting the fan soon as the abuse Eunho is under will be revealed soon.
Tbf, everyone loving Eunho is a bit of a stretch. We learn early on that a lot of people in Eunho’s life have been fake so he learned to be wary as well as really tell when someone has been genuine with him, just as Jaewon was from the get go. Even with the other bandmates, sure they all probably like him to some extent but definitely not all of them genuinely care or see him more as a pushover and with Eunho being a people pleaser it certainly affects his self esteem and his view of others
First of all.. FINALLY. HALLELUJAH. MY SHIP IS SAILING. Second....... Angst is coming for our throats. HARD. BUCKLE IN FOLKS. Third and most importantly.. WHY IS EUNHO SO HORNY??? CHILL Like your body can't keep up with your horniness to the point Jaewon has to control the frequency of how often you do it! Or else your body gets sicks !!!! CHILL








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