Society has fucked yeonjae up. He obviously loves the MC but it's been hammered into his head that being gay is bad. Rn he's in a denial. However, how fucked up must you be to not accept your best friend, who means the world to him, as a gay? Not only that, but to tell him to stop being gay. What a shithead.
so i read like 14 chapters in one go, then skipped twenty. then read couple more and just skimmed/skipped 20 more chapters to read the end. I missed absolutely nothing plot wise.
a bit too much smut and it got boring, but they were the most sensual scenes i read, so it was different in a good way. I guess the author really wanted to convey this sensuous desire through these slow and detailed scenes. I thought it would get more psychological and dramatic as these types of manhwa usually do. The way the author conveyed the story and characters reminded me of Escape into Oblivion manhwa. Pinch of mystery, misery, desire, interesting character exposition throurh monologues or them as a narrator, maybe get into their brain deeper.... But there was nothing of the sorts lol.
Anyway, not a bad read, just not that interesting.
I don't know guys... It's good that uke accepted seme and his condition... But him choosing to accept the status quo and not helping seme to overcome his trauma and get his mental state in order is selfish to me. Being this unstable mentally just asks for further deteriorated psyche which will lead to other mental disorders. His personalities are already clashing, fully aware of each other and pretty much can't stand each other? Man I can't imagine the struggle to live with someone 24/7 you cant stand and also fucks the love of your life.
How do i know they actually have disorders? I don't like watching creators (youtube or otherwise) on such topics. Youtube is unfortunately full of opportunistic people and disinformation. There might be some who actually have the diagnosis, but I won't take a chance to get info on such important issues from websites anyone can say anything without any back up. Not only that, this mental disorder (as well as other) are getting veeeery popular on social networks and it's really irking how awful these kids are at pretending they have it. Especially when it comes to kids on the spectrum (my field of study)
If you have a suggestion who i could watch, and who has a strong basis to back up DID diagnosis, I'd be happy to check it out.
Yikes. The ending is a happy one, and he fixes his shit behaviour, but not thanks to him. He just got what he wanted, without any reprocossions. The fl fixed their relationship and she did everything he wanted just so she wouldn't be miserable for the rest of her life. So he decided to reward her with the good hubby act.
Imagine something goes wrong in the future, he gets jelous and acts out again, i can totally see him doing all that shit all over again. Eff that ml
ya'll too hung up on the dude being an ass right now. the plot is thickening, and drama is cooking. if it were sweeter, it would be a very boring read.
the whole point is religion vs sin and the conflict they both have with this, while having attraction towards each other. ML was literally whipped and conditioned to be god's soldier and to kill. He knows nothing but hate towards heretics, especially witches. Religion can fuck one up as is, so imagine what a fucking turmoil he has in his head. He has deep desire for fl, but can't really turn everything away since he is under god's and empire's clutches. He still prays ffs, after everything he had done with her. he's trying to find excuses. Let's see how story progresses before ruining the reading exerience. it's obvious he'll change and realize that entire empire and his religion has done nothing but use him and fuck him up.











That whole premise "I'll help you learn how to date" was so damn funny. It made zero sense lmao. How do you convince yourself that you're giving a friend a dating advice by fingering yourself???? The seme is playing him like a fiddle and he's taking his time.
No srsly !! it’s so hard for me to read bc I KNOWWW the seme has him wrapped around his finger like some common sense from the uke would be great