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honestly i’ve probably had every single shitty horrible intrusive thought that exists. to anybody who gets scared of them, it’s okay, it’s not your fault— they’re called intrusive thoughts for a reason. they intrude on your mind even if you don’t want them. it doesn’t make you a bad person.
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i was 15 the first time i had a drink. my mom was getting into drinking (horrible decision on her part) and i had a lot of access to rum. ironically, i hate rum now.
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i’d rather be crazy good looking. i’ve always looked painfully average and my looks are my biggest insecurity. i know this might sound ignorant and deaf, but it’s such a genuine anxiety that so many people go through because of society’s current standards and preferences, it’s a collective part of human nature to feel inferior when you do......
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if this isn’t satire, set your boundaries firmly— from one victim of ass slapping to another. let them know directly and firmly how you feel, and if they keep on disrespecting your boundaries like that, you might want to reconsider staying around them.
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start reaching out! find friends, make connections with people, find a hobby that can help you form that bridge. i met my current boyfriend through a friend i met that i connected with through our mutual interests. meeting and getting along with people is hard but it gets easier with time. if you have a job that lets you interact with people, that......
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mm, well i have decent dating experience and i’ve been confessed to multiple times (usually in mutual situations)— but i remember when i was 17, my ex (who i was with at the time) had a friend who had a gay little brother who confessed his love to me at 11 years old… 11 fucking years old… i almost died on the spot bro. i obviously turned ......

nahhh bro i did not expect to get punched in the heart today

fuck!! this one is just too good, seo-an is cute as hell. this story hits every right spot.

CAEL created a topic of Dark Heaven

probably my fourth time reading this? my fifth? and it still stands strong as my absolute favorite. if i wrote every little thought about it i’d be here all day, so i’ll sun it up: absolutely spectacular. it’s so real and beautiful and it just confronts so many topics and emotions that a lot of stories like to hide away. amazing.

CAEL created a topic of Hotel Phryne

really good story. i love the message that it brought with it, and how real it was in a more psychological sense, one that refers to the darker sides of human nature as a collective.

i will admit that the ending seemed a little bit hollow compared to what it could have been, and that it felt like there were some loose ends, but all in all it was enjoyable.

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Conor, a Korean-American, lives in a city where same-sex marriage has been legalized, but where raci...

  • Author: Juns
  • Genres: Adult / Yaoi / Webtoons / Drama
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When homicide detective Dexter J. Daley’s testimony helps send his partner away for murder, th...

  • Author: Son Gae Pi, Charlie Chochet
  • Genres: Fantasy / Yaoi / Webtoons

My personal favs. Exciting or intense plots, no rape, ideally power couples with switch vibes.

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if this is the first thing that comes to mind when you think about the troubles and problems that come with being gay, maybe you should stop reading gay fiction. try bringing this up in real life in front of a gay man and see where it gets you.
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…there’s a part two?